I have a lot of mental problems, i am a bomb waiting to explode, i want to escape but where would i go? i have alienate my friends and i am a terrible excuse for a human being.
i am so unpopular on this website that i am practically invisible...

:)

i like to write poetry, but i suck at it.
i like to write chapter books, but my  mind loses track of where the story is going, so i stop.
i hate shitty boy bands and people who turn into everything they swear they hate,
i hate fake people,
i love bucketing rain and thunderstorms,
i love to read and can't stand watching tv for more than an hour, unless it's AHS,
i don't like people,
i can be either very confident and energetic, or not talk for days,
my favourite book is looking for alaska by john green and anyone who thinks that tfios is better, must not get LFA at all.
if i could change my name, it would be Ridley, Alaska, Acacia or Lena
If i could have one superpower, it would be to have big angel/bird wings and fly,
I want to be a writer someday and write something that chages people's lives, and makes them question thier actions and challenge there thinking like LFA did to me.
i want to be an high school english teacher and make a difference to teenagers lives through highs cool like my english teacher in 2014.
i hate myself, how i look, how i act and how i am.
Alice In Wonderland is my favourite classic book
alicemadnessreturnsisthebestgamebutsoisbioshockinfinitesoidk

Noone will most likely read this but i will leave you with this quote by the one and only Charles Bukowski,

“there is a place in the heart that
will never be filled

a space

and even during the
best moments
and
the greatest times
times

we will know it

we will know it
more than
ever

there is a place in the heart that
will never be filled
and

we will wait
and
wait

in that space.”

thankyou :)