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it's time for me to disgust people and i'm not wrong for that 

WHY DO YOU EVEN TORTURE YOURSELF YOU STUPID GUY

it sucks to see the most precious person in my life suffering 
          i curse being away from him
          

we finished without a fight
          we left quietly without anyone knowing
          you took away from me all the purity i spent on you you spent everything i gave you on other people's hearts and beds
          but you treated me so coldly that i could never write to you again and ask why you did this to me
          i felt like i had no right to do this
          take everything from me, just give me back myself
          i beg you
          i can't get myself together

giving psychological support to people after i've fucked up my psychology 

what people say about me who don't know me well just makes me laugh 
          and of course the nervous breakdowns i have afterwards 
          fuck y'all

take everything to me give me back mysef
          lemme have chance, another place another time 
          lemme have a life without you

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FUck my mind WHAT was i thinking I DON'T REMEMBER HELP!