HELLO to those people who are still concerned, which I appreciate very much, I am currently okay & doing well! yes i wanna die but today is not one of those days! unfortunately, i have not seen my therapist in months, so I don't really know what's my next plan. but I appreciate all of you who are still concerned. thank you very much, please stay healthy, wash you hands, eats meals, and drink water. have a nice day❤️