nisa

adını bildiğim herkes en az 2000 kilometre uzakta, dilinden tek bir kelime bilmediğim bi ülkede, stüdyo evimin temizliği daha yeni bitti, otobüs hatlarını bile bilmiyorum, ne kadar param kaldı bilmiyorum, üniversitem açılacak ama dersler hakkında hiçbir fikrim yok, davlumbaz ışığında dans edip özel soslu makarnamı pişiyorum birazdan pembe rasberryli biramla self date yapacağım THIS IS LIFE 

and now i'm living in a big old city and all you ever were was mean <3

wattpade vpnsiz girmeyi özlemişim amk

now we're at the starting line
          i did my time

bitch i fucking hate you but you were just fifteen 

i know the bravest thing that i ever did was run 

if you believe me i guess i'll get on a plane 

i walked out, i said "i'm setting you free"

god, rest my soul
          i miss who i used to be
          the tomb won't close 
          stained glass windows in my mind 
          i regret you all the time
          can't let this go
          i fight with you in my sleep
          the wound won't close
          i keep on waiting for a sign 
          i regret you all the time 
          if clarify's in death, then why won't this die?
          tears of tearing down our banners
          you and i 

thank you and goodbye