rileyabonds

I know! I got it! I added it to my library and what not. However, I’m busy with other things. I’ll read it when I read it. I don’t know when that’ll be, but I will get around to it eventually. I swear. 

It's on this account!

No, I don't hate you either I just noticed you got a bit upset before and I didn't want it to be left like that. I wasn't sure if I should take it personal or not but really that wasn't my concern. My concern was whether or not you'd hold a grudge when I never intended to agitate you in the first place; my concern was you taking my questionings as personal.
            
            Also, I don't even know if there's a way to private message someone on here, I've only really had wattpad for about three years and which seems like a decent amount of time but I have been on and off ever since.
            
             And yes, I'm working on the Farlands section of my book but it takes a while to watch each video and dissect the moments that I get discouraged often. Thanks for the support though.
            
            P.S.
            I've never been a relationship either, even though I'm 17 soon to be 18 --and the fact that I had a crush for 4 years starting when I was 9-- seems too early for me, too many unappealing immature boys I wouldn't consider men who know what they're doing at that point. And I don't need to spend my teenagehood thinking I need to get a boyfriend (no one does), seems rushed and unnatural. Just enjoy your life and your youth while you can! Decide when you want to.
            
             And I'm glad you have a great relationship with your horse, I actually plan to learn how to ride them noncompetitively before I'm considered too blind. Anyways goodnight!

Ok, I’m 13 and have no plans of being in any relationship other than the relationship between me and my horse, I do not know what being in a friggin relationship is like, I don’t even really know how sex works. In my mind I pictured a romantic scene, I’m just lazy, especially at 3 in the morning when I wanna sleep, so maybe I didn’t include everything in the chapter i was picturing. I had no ideas to work off of considering if Stacy were in a relationship, I bet a million dollars she’d never ‘sleep with someone.’ And I have no idea when or if I’ll actually write another book, every time I get unwanted criticism it makes me lose motivation to continue writing this book to begin with. I’m not offended or anything, I’m just fairly annoyed with the picking apart every inaccuracy. I’m trying to finish this book so I CAN write another one, so essentially yes, the future chapters might not be that great, also I write half of these at 3:00am when my brain preforms at its worst. Back to the picking apart thing, when I see non-horse people talking about horses like, ‘I learned that they thing on the horses face is called a bit’ I don’t friggin be like, ‘no, it’s a damn bridle.’ If someone is COMPLETELY wrong I’ll be like ‘hey, lemme tell ya something’ and tell them in private so I don’t embarrass the sh*t out of them. Like yeah, I appreciated the ‘sex’ lesson, but did I feel a tad embarrassed like I was when my horse threw me in the dirt during a horse show, hell yeah! So am I mad at you specifically, no! Do I not like being called out for everything wrong with my story, yes. Like I said, I appreciate the big things that you help me out with but the small things like the ‘snapped neck’ for instance, that’s when it starts getting a bit annoying. So please don’t take this personal, I just kinda wanted to speak my mind for a bit. I love your book you have, I’d really like you to update as well! As I said, hope we don’t hate each other, don’t take this personal ❤️