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Okay, this is riri cause my account was lost and I can't get it back but u managed to find my old one soooo yeah.
          Okay so here's the thing: my life is going up and down and round and round.
          My mental and physical health is at an all time low and my family is falling apart.
          So, I don't want to make an account.
          That leads to me quitting wattpad, not permanently at least but untill my life is set, which may take a while.
          Untill then, Mahi, I'm so so sorry.
          I can't do it anymore on here.
          I'll give yall my insta and Pinecrest accounts if yall wanna reach out.
          But seriously tho, the people I met, the stories I read, I'm beyond grateful.
          Stray kids were the reason I even got into wattpad and I'm grateful for them too.
          Thank you and please don't be mad at me. 
          This is Fariha, signing out untill the next time we meet<33
          Insta: far_iha_riha_
          Pint: Are_yOu_Nana (Ririi_ <33)
          Free Palestine, Congo and Sudan.
          Fuck you ICE, Modi and !sreal.
          Fuck you capitalism and fuck you Tae!l
          I love you Mahi<33 thank you for being a sudden thing I'm grateful for, thank you for bringing me back up and giving me a reality check.
          I love you Stray kids.
          -riri (Fariha)
          
          

Just learned I'm the back up friend..why are my closest friends leaving me out while my classmates are more closer than ever even though we've had the roughest ride together? I mean..its surprising. I don't know who to trust.
          

@leesomniac helloo I'm...idk but how are you??
          Yes I've missed you too u became such an important part of my day hehe<33
          Girl that's okayy u understand and I'll totally come and annoy u hehe
          Yeah tbh same my exams are in a few days. Damn aren't u a busy person...please find time to rest u don't need to reply at all just take care of urself hmm? Everyone needs a holiday atp.
          Drink water don't skip meals and please take care of urself your health is more important than anything<333
          

AHHH STRAY KIDS WONNNNNNN.
          I had a mental breakdown yesterday and completely switched off the phone after voting. This morning I woke up to videos and clips.
          I didn't cry, my tears were already used up but the relief and happiness I felt was so much my heart hurt. I was smiling nonstop. The boys deserve it so much, they worked so hard and tirelessly. I'm so proud of them. I feel like a younger sister watching her older brothers winning a game and cheering. They are the reason I and many others stay. 
          Now they really do need a holiday

Heyy Riri here.
          As a Hong konger, I'm very saddened by the situation right now. I pray and hope the families get shelter, the children and residents will be safe and healthy, the missing people will be safely found and return to safety. My deepest condolences to the families who lost their loved ones, I pray and hope you have lived a peaceful life and fulfilled all your wishes and desires. 
          As I'm not in the region right now, I sadly can not help in any way. My dad though has been trying his best with food and donations i hope. It's truly sad and a heartbreaking situation.
          I wish everyone in Hong Kong to be safe and get good shelter. Thank you for the Hong Kong police, firefighters and Chinese government for you aid. I hope the resident buildings can be restored and the people can live peacefully again.
          My heart goes out to my people and my region.
          Rest in peace for the innocent lives lost.

IM BACKKK
          DO IT WAS SOOOO GOOOOOD LIKE HMMMMMMMM ASCENDING I TAKE OFF TOUCH THE SUNNN CLEANSING THE WORLD BUT I AINT DONNNEEEE THIS IS THE WAY THE I HAVE MY FUNNN YEAH AND GIVE THE KIDS A HOLIDAY JAY WHY PAPA LIKE THEY WROTE A WHOLE SONG IM SICK AND TIRED TOO
          PHOTOBOOK???? I ALMOST CIRED LIKE IT FELT AS IF MINHO WAS SAYING BYE FOR THE MILITARYYY DO IT DO IT DO IT DO IT OH NA NA NA NA NA NA NAAAAAAA.
          ANYBIN I was soo busy and I was sick after my school trip soooo.

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          please give a read to my book 
          sorry to the acc user for posting this if u don't like it u can delete it, thank you 

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Well..its not anything new. I care too much, they get annoyed. I can't help it. Am I too annoying? I'm sorry. I'll try to back off. I'll mind my own business and do my own thing now. I need confirmation, I know nobody will be there at my lowest. So I do as much as possible to make sure you have someone with you. But..its no use huh?
          
          Who would notice if I was gone?

Family manipulation is so freaked up. I just wish I could slap people left and right for hurting my parents SO much and then showing up on a random Thursday and apologizing after making her cry for hours, make everything OK? Like bish, I don't care that you're my uncle. U made MY mama CRY? Ur dead to me. Behind the politeness is a heart wishing u misfortune and bad luck. Ur fake ass apologizes may fool my parents, but not their daughters. Why is Mother dearest so kind and forgiving? PLEASE LET ME SPEAK UP.
          
          Teenage daughters have the right to speak up too. Desi family's are so weird.