river_daniels

https://www.wattpad.com/147308420-sarni%C3%A7-giri%C5%9F reaad pleace

I love your profile Picture! sorry I couldn't help it :P but he's so awsome!

And also, I was going to do this like a week ago but I have kept putting it off because I've been busy and sometimes I'm just lazy :/ so sorry. 
          Anyways, though, today was the day to send it to you. I knew it was the perfect day ^.^
          
          Random sidenote: my fanily goes to this nursing home are Sundays and today for some odd reason like five different women asked me if I had a boyfriend and I was like "No! And I d not want one!" To each one of them. With one I kinda got too direct and said it with an attitude and all of them just laughed so hard o.o
          
          Kay. Now this is five messages long O.O
          
          Stay fabulous! We put the "US" in fabuloUS ;) 

And sorry for making this THREE messages long o.o
          On the app you don't know when you're going over the limit so I just keep typing until I get everything out that I want to say. Heh heh. 
          
          How can they make the character limit 2000, though? That's so small! :O
          Guess how many characters I had? 5003 ;)
          
          I had to go through safari and try to split them all up so I could post them all haha. I tried to section them off. Past, Present, Future/Ending ^.^
          
          So, yeah. I should probably go now because I'm going to go over the character limit again O.o
          
          I love you so so so much! ^.^ <3 xxx

But, yeah. This was a bunch of rambling. Trying to put how much I love and how thankful i am for you you into words but it just cannot be done.... Ever. 
          But I hope it helps you realize it a little because you deserve to know how special you are and how much you mean to me. 
          
          And also thank you for being there this whole past month. You were the one person to keep me sane in the craziness I've been going through from my home problems to my friend problems to my heartbreak problems to my personal problems. Just thank you for listening to my long rants and replying with the most encouraging words ever. 
          
          And most importantly, thank you for being you. You are perfect the way you are. Never change, okay? 
          
          You have no idea how much you mean to me and I could never thank you enough. You are just so amazing and awesome and wonderful it's impossible to write out all the great things about you but I hope this gives you an idea. 
          
          Thank you for never giving up on me.  Thank you for always being there and having faith in me and supporting me all the way. 
          
          I love you so so so much. I love you beyond google, rambling buddy. ^.^
          
          *hugs tightly*
          Love you, Jenna-Wenna/Fluffeberry^.^
          
          Stay beautiful. <3 xxx

Okay. So now lets go to present day. I mean, you've always been there for me. You always know just what to say. And even when my world seems to be falling apart and I am crying so hard, you can still make me laugh and make it feel like all of it will be okay. 
          You are the one person I fully trust and you have no idea how thankful I am to have you because last year I had these friends who were my "best friends" yet they went behind my back and just did these terrible things and when I asked one of them if we were close or something like that she said yeah we were but she was closer with her other friend :/ 
          And it is so hard to trust in this world. Trust is so precious. And I know I can trust you with everything. 
          You seem to be the one who understands even though you may not have been through my problems. You always know what just to say and you always make me feel better. 
          You always listen to my rants and I thank you so much for that. It's so great to know you have someone you can rant to ANYTHING and EVERYTHING about, no matter how dramatic it may seem or how small or big, and know they won't judge you, that they will listen and try to help and support you. 
          
          I love you so much. And I know a lot of people say this a lot, but I seriously do not know what I would do without you. I probably would be drowning haha so dramatic. But seriously. Everyone needs that one person that they know will always be by their side and support them and give them the best advice possible and be 100% honest with them no matter how hard it may be sometimes. 
          And I am so glad to have you. 
          
          Just think if I never would have went on that thread D: 
          I don't even want to think about it. It makes me want to cry ._.
          
          I was checking my email today and OHMIGOSH we send so many texts. I don't think I've ever sent more to anyone than I have you. ^.^

Okay, so I know we're talking through pm and on your message board and my board AND snapchat but were just totally cool like that :D 
          So I have come to say something for you because we're like a cute little couple leaving sweet messages for each other c:
          
          Where to start? Where shall I start? 
          Should I start by saying you're one of my bestest friends ever? 
          NO I GOT IT. LETS START FROM THE VERY BEGINNING ;D 
          
          I don't remember what thread we exactly met on but I remember talking to you about everything I've been through and you were just so accepting of me and so sweet ^.^ and then I remember talking about your profile picture and about the sunsets where you live xD 
          And then we didn't talk for like a month :( and honestly I wanted to message you but I didn't want to be annoying and I kinda forgot what your username was Ahahahaha. But then I guess God brought us back together on that Life as We Knew It thread :3 I love God. 
          Like it says on my profile, God doesn't give us the people we want; He gives us the people we need. The people to hurt us, to love us, and to help us to become the person we need to be. 
          
          And I know God gave me you to help me and be one of the bestest Christian friends I have ever had. 
          And I don't even know when we started talking on a regular basis but I do think it started about him ;) and then I always hopped back and forth with guys until I steadily talked about Jesse for like three months xD but okay! So you remember that one boy I told you I like "who had a nice face"? Well he's dating this one girl who is like two years younger than us and she has basically date everyone in our youth group and I'm like "Why are you going for younger girls? Are we not good enough for you?" o.e 
          
          Anyways, though, I remember the days when I would get home from school and always look at your long messages. I would go straight to my room and read them first ^.^ 
          You always know how to make me laugh ;)

@AheadofMyDoom I know. That would be the only cool way. Getting to speak your own name xD
          But I hate it sometimes because they'll talk about Rachel so I think it's me when it's not o.o

@foreverHis_ hahaha that is funny. Mason said he loved knowing someone with his name so he can say "hey Mason." But I think it's weird. UNLESS whoever had my name was my best friend, like those Abby's. :) 

@AheadofMyDoom So sorry for not replying to this one haha. 
          
          But yes! Until I got to high school last year there was NO ONE named Rachel then I go there and there are like three other girls with my name and I'm like go away -.- wouldn't it be terrible if one Rachel wa popular and the other Rachel, like me, was disliked by everyone o.o 
          But I know these girls who are both named Abby and are best friends xD but it's funny because one is dirty blonde and the other is completely black hair and the one with the black is all girly and pageants and the other is more sporty haha
          
          (I know ;) )