riwelleds

Hi, how are you, riwells? 
          	
          	I am doing okay now, I am fine and already accepted everything about my kpop issue's, lol. Though, there's still a part of me that still couldn't accept but I know I will accept it eventually. 
          	
          	Nakakasulat na ako so i'm back on writing na. Update ako bukas sa chapter 26. 
          	
          	Thank you for waiting :)

riwelleds

Hi, how are you, riwells? 
          
          I am doing okay now, I am fine and already accepted everything about my kpop issue's, lol. Though, there's still a part of me that still couldn't accept but I know I will accept it eventually. 
          
          Nakakasulat na ako so i'm back on writing na. Update ako bukas sa chapter 26. 
          
          Thank you for waiting :)

riwelleds

I know it sounded OA kasi kpop lang naman 'yan, kasi umalis lang naman sa grupo. Pero kasi hindi niyo alam ang totoo. NCT has been my favorite and comfort group since 2020, kaya mahirap mag let go ng isang myembro nila. They saved me. Sila ang naging sandalan ko sa lahat ng napagdaanan ko. 
          
          To Mark, to wherever paths you will choose, susuportahan kita. I will still be here and support you until the very end. I will shout your name everywhere. Mahal na mahal kita Mark. Kaya kung saan ka man mapupunta, alam 'kong you will be the brightest among everyone else, you are a talented man kaya no doubt na sayo. You will become what you want in life. 
          
          To all Nctzens out there and to my co-nctzens, it's okay to feel this way, kasi we can't control our feelings sometimes, kaya let it out. Cry. Talk to it out. My coping mechanism right now is listening to 'Lifetime' Reimagined by Ben&Ben. It helped me right now. Naka on-repeat ko siya kasi Ben&Ben's Lifetime, last two years ago, I dedicated it to NCT and ngayon na may reimagined version, mas naging masakit siya. But it's okay. 
          
          I sometimes wish this is only a dream and I will wake up in some time now. 
          I will try to ud, baka kaya ko naman and I'm just being OA. I love you all :))

riwelleds

Hello, please allow me to express my feelings here. 
          
          I think I am not able to have an update later which is set later 12:00am, I am not feeling well today, I have a runny nose that made me hard to breath and my heart it too heavy for now... 
          
          I've been a kpop fan since 2018. I have been with with most of the groups since I am a multi-stan. My ULT'S stan were Seventeen, Enhypen, ZB1, Nct and Exo, Unis, Twice, Itzy, Le Sserafim and Blackpink.
          
          And just like that, not so long ago, Heeseung from Enhypen left the group, it made me so sad that I was crying for one week. I still couldn't move on. The pain was still there and when I thought it's the last... It wasn't. 
          
          Earlier this day, April 3, 2026. Mark from NCT left the group too. Hanggang ngayon hindi ko pa naiintindihan at nap-process ang lahat. Kanina pa ako umiiyak dahil sa sobrang sakit. Mark was my bias wrecker ever since, he's the member I thought will be the last to leave the group, I never thought he's the first one... Sobrang sakit. Sobra. Hindi pa din ako makapaniwala, hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko. Palagi nalang akong natutulala dahil hindi ko alam ang dapat 'kong gawin. 
          As a kpop stan, one member leaving the group will make you yearn for that member, kaya mahirap. Stanning a kpop groups isn't for a weak. 
          
          Kaya please, let me grieve and long for my love for Mark. Because it really left a hole in my heart.

riwelleds

Chase in the Crowd prologue is now published! 
          
          Nalalapit na ang pagtatapos ng Ace Your Solar kaya  and Chase in the Crowd ang sunod 'kong isusulat. Feeling ko before the second week of April matatapos ko na ang AYS sana talaga para masimulan ko na ang CITC!! 
          
          bakasyon na kaya balik sulat na ako! hihihi

riwelleds

aaaaa, I wasn't able to update a new chapter because I was soooo busy like real, and I have been focusing on makig an AU on tiktok, and it's really so exhausting to write and AU and a NOVEL at the same time. And if you'll ask me, kung nakasulat na ba ako ng next chapter? HAHAHAHAHAHAHA HINDI PA TALAGA sorry :(( but babawi ako. 
          
          Actually dapat ngayon na month tapos na ang AYS pero dahil sa mga katamaran ko, hindi na nasunod, pero try ko tapusin ito ng first week of January kung kaya talaga then proceed na ako sa CITC. Sana talagaaaaa huhuhuhu