halo, sekarang gw fixate on 2D ships, guys. masih sama sih polanya, non canon relationships dan ship yang fairly jarang (pengasupnya itu itu aja) mau curhat, sekarang lagi kek suka banget sama karakter novel danmei yg baru aja aku baca. namanya shen jiu. bukan main character, sih. cuma side character, hehe. but he lived his life so unfairly, it hurts my heart, honestly. he had no one beside him. it's crazy honestly, and i'm in the constant phase where i feel resentful of the main character (yes, i'm insanse, i'm very much aware)