nei

hello!

i came back just to change my username xD

i'm actually touched that people still read katol :")

i won't update my reading lists kasi tinatamad ako hahaha 

neiiii

let's start a story

i want to speak my mind. i want to tell my story to others by forms of novels. i want to be better. i want to have confidence. i want to be courageous enough to face all of the criticisms and judgements the people will give me. i want to learn from my mistakes, from myself. i just want to be a better writer. that's it. but why can't i do it? why can't i create a good story? yes, the plot's nice, but why can't i write it continuously? what's wrong? why is it like this?

i feel empty. i feel like i wanna quit writing stories... but at the same time, i feel like i need to do better to make a great story. but how... how will i do it when i don't have any confidence in myself?

gusto kong maging inspirasyon sa iba sa pamamagitan ng pagsusulat ng mga nobela pero paano ko yun magagawa kung wala naman akong inspirasyon?

2014 ako nagsimulang magsulat ng mga nobela. takte 4 years and 11 months (?) na akong nagsusulat hahaha. anunaaaa. asan ang improvemeeeent? hahahaha