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It’s definitely not unhealthy how I choose to ignore my depression, right?? 

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And I don’t think anyone noticed 
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Sure I felt like I was mentally dying this winter but I never did anything 
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It’s definitely not unhealthy how I choose to ignore my depression, right?? 

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And I don’t think anyone noticed 
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Sure I felt like I was mentally dying this winter but I never did anything 
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Why do you make me feel so guilty. 

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I just don’t have an answer to that anymore 
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Can I tell you? 
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But you’re hurting me and I don’t know how to tell you 
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If she says that damn sl*r one more time I’m taking her outside and hoping my brain works faster than my mouth. 

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I just need to get it over with tho. It doesn’t matter how many times I’ve “let it slide” I have to say something about it no matter what atp 
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It shouldn’t have happened one anyways. Let alone have been said on MULTIPLE occasions 
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I should’ve just said something the first time 
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Maybe I should just give up on that place. 

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Every. single. one of them. 
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I keep getting betrayed by the ppl who are supposed to be protecting me and pushing twards my best 
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Every time I go there it feels like something in me gets sh*t 
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Why do I have to be so attached to her. She really does not seem to care about me in full but ofc my mind decided to latch onto her in full :| Uggggh I hate having attachment issues AND separation anxiety. I’m like a fucking dog. This is awful. 

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I just had the most disgusting realization. She reminds me of my mother. That's why I'm so attached. That's why I can't seem to pry myself off of her side.
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I hope my mind doesn’t go blank next time this girl pulls shit like that. “You can be gay, just don’t shove it down my throat :)” TF?? Does it upset you that the ppl who still don’t have complete freedom are standing up for themselves as their rights get threatened CONSISTENTLY?? And I don’t even know if this actually happened to her- but if someone tried to make her feel guilty for being straight THATS ONE PERSON. Thats like catching a bad comment from someone and assuming that everyone from their country is mean??? She says this sooo often too…

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Idk what happened but my instructor was suuuuuch an ass last night. Looked me dead in the eye while explaining to class how bad we were at shadow boxing, kept comparing me and my friends to ONE OF THREE PPL who could do new technique, and then proceeded to shit on the rest of us as a whole after we sparred :/ 

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Can’t catch a break even with the few things that bring me joy 
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And now heeseung’s getting forced out of enha???? Wtf. 
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Made me feel so much worse then I already had been 
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