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if you knew me in quarantine, no you didn't.

guess i got the nickname first loll

icymi i posted the vol 2 preface for growing pains so pls go check that out!!
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/1473485833?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_writing&wp_page=create_writer&wp_uname=rkiives

every single update this app gets makes me so unmotivated idk why 

Hi love!!! Hope you recover from your misfortunate events, take care <3

Hi everyone!! Coming back to so many sweet messages of love and support genuinely makes my heart swell, i love you all so dearly :( 
          
          While I was gone, a lot of things changed. For starters, I turned 19 in February, and I’m thankful to have spent it with my family (some via video call, but the important thing is that they are all safe and together once more, and I got to see them despite the distance between us now). 
          
          The months I spent off this app definitely sparked my creative drive to write, but I had been debating on even coming back at all after being gone for a while. However, logging back in and seeing the resurgence of love for my opla fics honestly made me realize that I truly love writing and want to continue writing and finishing my books for you guys and also for myself. While I was gone, I watched opla s2 and absolutely loved it!! I have yet to write anything for either fics other than a volume preface for growing pains (which will be up shortly) so it might take a while before I actually start updating my fics as I’ve become accustomed to not updating at all … 
          
          I ask for your guys’ patience while I try to figure out the trajectory I want both my fics to take since I don’t want them to be so similar (I will be tweaking my oc’s personality, mostly growing pains because the only pain in that book is my painfully dogwater writing) !! Be patient with me because I actually might’ve forgotten how to write LMAOOO 
          
          Again, I love you guys so much and I hope to be more active in the future!!! No promises tho because I’m still actively juggling uni, employment, and some other things for my parents and extended family >_<
          
          ( PS: If anyone ever wants to talk, don’t be shy and text me on discord @ joonology! I most likely won’t be as active on here as I used to be due to so many other things that are occupying my time but I’ll probably reply when I have the chance ! )

we miss and love uu 

hi everyone, i just wanted to come on here to primarily express where i stand on certain political issues as well as apologize for being so inactive
          
          these last few months have been difficult for many immigrant families, including my own, and im so outraged by everything that’s going on with the mass deportations and the detainment of innocent (and some even documented) immigrants. ice and the trump administration are breaking apart families and i truly, with all my heart, wish them the absolute worst and hope that they receive their karma tenfold. i will never support ice nor trump, and pray that those around me will share the same views that i do and not be blinded by the false promises of a man on the verge of dictatorship. 
          
          with that being said, the state of my life right now has left no room for writing, nor have i found much joy in it lately. my family has been torn apart by this horrible situation, and those of us that got lucky still fear that eventually, whether we are able to stay or will be forced to leave will boil down to the color of our skin and the language that we speak. parents are afraid to leave their homes in fear of being separated from their children. they work us to the bone and toss us to the wolves when we’ve been run dry. 
          
          our retaliation is not aggression, nor is it violence. our voices deserve to be heard. no one is illegal on stolen land. 
          
          i love all of you so so much, and im so grateful to have been a part of such a wonderful community all these years. i hope that i’ll be able to write again, but for now, ill be on an indefinite hiatus until further notice. i urge all of you to please please be safe, especially if you live in the u.s, and please, stay informed and stay true to yourselves and what you stand for. 

whenever i feel performative i remind myself im not a man and suddenly everything is right with the world again

hai everyone pls drop ur stranger things fics (preferably steve, robin, jonathan, or nancy) i am so bored and unmotivated and in need of a good read