My brother's somewhat like darry from the outsiders from ponyboy's point of view. if I use a fake age for social media, he'd want me to use my real one. if I use my real one, he says to use a fake one. If I were studying, he would say that I should be outside. If I were outside, he says I should be studying. If I was acting all girly, he says I should act more like him and stop being so immature. If I acted mature and like my brother, he'd want me to be girly.
He says something to me, then all of a sudden asks what I just said even though I said nothing. He would get all angry at me then grounds me. I'm mostly influenced by him, so when I do something that he does that he doesn't like, he scolds me. He always talks back to my mom. I talk back to my brother. I say normal things, he swears. He gets angry at me, my mom ignores my brother. Even outside, he doesn't have the decency to stop acting like an a$$hole. He treats me the same and when we get home, my mom yells at him. If I get all As, but a 3.98 gpa, my mom wants 4.0s, she wants over 4.0s. If my brother gets top in all classes in 8th grade, she wants me to get top in all classes in 8th grade. When my brother gets a 4.5 gpa, my mom wants me to have 4.5 gpa, if my brother gets a full scholarship to college, my mom wants me to get full on scholarship. If my brother can get the highest amount of scholarship for school, my mom wants the same. When I don't, I get scolded. I get 3.98 all As all the time. I'm number 3 or 4 or even 5 in my class. I get half the amount of scholarships my brother gets. No I don't get 4.0s, I don't get the top in class, no I don't get the same amount of scholarships. Sometimes, I see the disappointment in my teacher's eyes as they taught my brother. The next day, my brother comes home and talks about how the teacher was disappointed that I wasn't as smart as him. Then I get scolded from my mom, she tells me everything I can't do, she tells me everything I should be abe to do.