rnxb0ris
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Sorry I haven't updated any of my stories for quite a while actually...it's because after school finished I only had 2 weeks off and then I started summer school and it's ending next weekend and then I only have 2 more weeks off then I go back to school for 8th and usually somewhere in the beginning of a new school year at my school we test and since my birthday is in 2 days(Sunday July 17th) I'm turning 13. And I have a lot of things going on in my mind because like I don't feel like my old self I feel like something happened before and I forgot about it and then like just remembered like what 2 weeks ago which changed me badly my mental health is way worse then before I'm now starving myself again because I used to eat often but now it's like 1 day I eat once two weeks I just drink water and now my insomnia is getting worse I haven't slept for 4 days straight and I did something which I don't fully regret and my mother gave me lecture about it and I didn't give a shit and then when my father was drunk he told me I need therapy and that I'm crazy and I smiled because I've been needing a therapist but my family doesn't know and now they know but I haven't gotten a therapist....well you know stuff- not trying to make any of you feel bad for me cause I don't deserve it when I only need 2 of my friends to feel sorry for me because they truly care for me but yeah that's some of the reason why I haven't updated any stories and my motivation is just like any creator up down up down up down