Your such an amazing person I may not know you personally but your beautiful in your own way you can get through this battle I know you can I've fought throw it so I know what it feels like your never alone if you need someone to talk to that isn't your family you can message me please don't give up think about your family how they will feel I'm not saying this because I was to feel like I helped save someone that pretty selfish honestly your talented and you don't see it I know what it feels like to lose someone in your family to suicide it was my dad and I was very close to him so please stay strong and fight through I know you can get throw this