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I dont know if ill be able to update again. Fuck im so sad (not rochan related) im so fucking devastated and idk how to handle such pain. I already saw Jonghyun leaving CNBLUE and its the right thing for him to do. yes he must face the consequences of his actions but i never knew that itll hurt this bad. I prepared myself for this but shit it still hurts. Idk what to do. I've been a boice for 8 years. I have truly loved, adored and admired them for 8 years and seeing everything slowly drifting out of my sight makes me want to shut down. Im so tired. Ive been in deep agony for the past months. If only you could see the different shapes of pain i go through, the stumbles and evasions and the aches that i never said to anyone. Its a constant battle between me myself and i. Im a weak burrito im very sorry. Let me just overdose myself into sadness until i find the motivation to update again. Im very sorry :(

1000 reads? YOU’RE KIDDING ME RIGHTTT??? ASFDHDJFJD! Tbh i only wanted this story to  have a single chapter then that’s it but since ideas kept invading my brain i decided to just go on lol. I srsly did not expect that this will interest you coz you know its kinda trashy at times blahblah  but omg thank you for loving it. Here’s to more HOT chapters  

Been very busy these past few days  i’ll update this weekend i promise  

Rochan is a lot more real than my existence 

Just passing by to let you know how much I adore "Scream my name".I'm looking forward to your new amazing chapter!