i know you're not on but imma just make you a huge para because you deserve it. i know it feels like we're drifting and that these 8 months feels like 2 months and i feel really sad about it but all i know is that i love you so much. and just looking back at everything and rereading messages makes me so happy. i know we arent really active anymore but i'd do anything in the world to let us go back to that one march night. i remember that night like it was literally yesterday. march 7th around 8 am you asked me out. or thats when i saw it at least LMAOAOSKA. but it was a special night for me and i hope it means a lot to you like it does for me. to just round this weird para off, i just wanna say, i dont wanna drift from you. and ilysm. im sorry for being late on our anniversary, ill try and make it next month and be extra early. love you ant.