louist's daughter

im still not over losing the friendships i made here :') ANYWHO im back from my hibernation to read a little bit of heartstopper fics so feel free to recommend :3

BRUH TSITP BRUHHHH THE SUMMER BRUHHH AHHHHH

is love watching them be with someone they're happy with but is not good for them and staying quiet?
          is love confessing even though it's unrequited to try to let some of the burden off your shoulders? is love a burden?
          is love calm or is it chaotic? is love calculations or go-with-the-flow typa thing? is love supposed to be a heartache?
          
          how many 'love' are there and in which one am i in? i think im going stupid(not insane just stupid)

anddddd my parents are getting a divorce... i did NOT see that one coming haha lols LOLLLL LMAFOAOOOO 

Cadence, ohhh cadence cadence cadence they will NEVER make me like you 

and finally the war is over

i need a good fuck. dont care if its too tmi but i need somone to fuck these feelings outa me right fucking now :)

THIS IS A SOS CALL PEOPLE
          i love him. i love him. i love him. i love him it hurts so much. i cant think of anyone else, i dont even find anyone else remotely good looking, i want him and him only.
          
          my past crushes were just crushes. i could still find other people good looking and add them to my scenarios but with him, it's him only.
          
          before anyone suggests "out of sight out of mind" SHUT THE FUCK UP i have to see him i have to be near him i have to be in communication with him. i love him so much that i can let him go but also i love him so much i dont want to let him go. i want to have a life with him, children with him, trips with him, talks with him omg im going to lose my mind. SOS SOS SOS SOS SOS i've never prayed for something this much before. i prayed for him the wholeeee ramadan YALL IM GOING INSANE DO U GUYS UNDERSTAND LIKE THIS ISNT NORMAL FOR ME i havent felt this way since my last relationship and that was 3 yrs ago but now all these feelings and everything is just wrong. wrong timing wrong people FUCK FUCK FUCK PLEASE LOVE ME CHOOSE ME 
          
          im probably going to cringe so bad to this later

when you cant feel anything anymore you've gotta return to your roots (collision, y&b) 

RAMADAN MUBARAK WOOP WOOP FIRST DAY OF MY FAVE MONTH EVAHHHHH WOHOOOOOO YRAHHHHHHH WAAAAAAAAAAAAQQA *happy dance*