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Just started a new fic im planning on finishinggg

Lost half my friends vape and shit now 

Im so sorry i have too vent so bad rn 
          
          
          
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          Basically theres this boy rhys hes my fav person along with my bf and doug , doug doesnt hate me but he doesn’t like me at the same time every boy and girl i know tho  jumped this boy archie after he threatened too rape me and shit my best friend of 9 FUCKING YEARS THREATENS TOO RAPE ME ?!  i protected him from rhys  i fucking loved archie i hated him aswell he wanted rhys dead  i started self harming during this period of time  rhys knew he self harmed aswell thats what sorta set me off i felt like i had too punish myself  i still have some scars not many now tho me and rhys stopped around the same time now this girl Katy told my bf Eli about my past sh i sobbed my eyes out when he said he hates people who self harm today she gave me a blade and then told Eli the fucking look of worry on his face upset me so bad rhys is sweet aswell but then i found out stanley in my form self harms i could see it up his arm i almost cried on the spot he normally greets me with “ ALPHABET LADY ! “ every morning a bitch called josh started it too bully me but stanley makes it nice but now today my dad smoked weed  im disappointed in him  i went upstairs already upset and now here i am 

I think i might quit wattpad my reads havent went up and no one ever says shit like “ nice “ or let me know whats wrong with my writing yk and my mental health is shit rn

R just spilled his guts out too me…

Omg who wants too see a photo of me in a dhmis shirt i was gonna send too my crush well two of them<33 i want too so yeh

Omg so i have a crush on so many boys and their allllllll single  and D1 is super nice and sweet hes ukrainien ( i probs spelt that wrong so
          Sorry ) D2 has been talking too me more 
          Airpods is so cute like wtf and he calls me
          The letter of the alphabet ( my name sounds like the letter L ) hes a year older then me and then theres R hes perfect and he told me
          That his necklace is better then mine and earlier he got super close too
          Me face like he was about too kiss me
          Like AAAA

I- im gonna scream so theres a kid i like his name lets call him E and he randomly started texting me and asked me too rate him and shit my friend lets call
          Her moo tells him that its cute that he texts me  and shi then he says that hes pranking me
          Likr wtf every guy i trust does weird shit or just breaks me

Hehe i like some one else now hes so cute and he calls me naughty girl

HELP MY BSF KEEPS ASKING IF WE CAN FUCK