rollalei

hey. been a while.
          	my mom found out about this, and was pretty pissed haha.
          	I guess this is kinda me testing to see if she'll get a notification, and to say hello.
          	I dont know if any of you are still on here or not, but if you are, can you reply? maybe? 
          	thanks.
          	also mom if you are reading this, I'm honestly just trying to see if wattpad is still going lol
          	have a good day/night everyone.
          	

rollalei

hey. been a while.
          my mom found out about this, and was pretty pissed haha.
          I guess this is kinda me testing to see if she'll get a notification, and to say hello.
          I dont know if any of you are still on here or not, but if you are, can you reply? maybe? 
          thanks.
          also mom if you are reading this, I'm honestly just trying to see if wattpad is still going lol
          have a good day/night everyone.
          

rollalei

Sorry this is so late, but Merry Christmas! Sorry this may not have context but I extended the word limit. quoteing the great movie Gremlens "it's sad to think that on Christmas, instead of opening presents, a lot more people open their wrists instead of gifts."
           My dad's friend Hunter did it. And I live across the United States so I can't be there for my dad. I love with my family in texas and I can't tell them because I'm worried it will ruin Christmas for them. at the same time, i can't comfort my father. I would grab the moon and beyond for him. And he loves me to more than the stars and beyond. 
          It really hurts keeping it in, I haven't seen or meet Hunter before, but I know he was a good person. He was that emotional and spiritual supporter. He was that type of person who would send you a text asking if you wanted to get desert and talk after an argument. He didn't know what was happening on your end, but knew something was up and did the best he could. 
          I love all you peeps and I don't want to waste your time by reading a super long message, but I need to tell someone. And I trust you. I'm trying to get back in mental shape cause it's been pretty wreaked over years. I'm a bit word that I might drown to. But I will keep coming back up for air, for you guys
          That is why I have Berral \(;-; \) the Havs a hug! guy.
          He is there to stand and hold you up, to block you from hate and misery, to cry and comfort you. I made him after I lost one of my best friends, I still pray to this day that she is actually ok, but it's getting hard to after seeing what she has been walking through. She made an amazing story that I always looked forward to after school to check and read. But her mom found out about Wattpad. Her horrible parents. She was depressed, not able to get medical help, but she was an angel that deserved nothing but love. 
          Sorry for the sappy stuff, MERRY FUCKIN CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!\(;-; \)
                  ..-PureArrow

LordOfTheOTPs

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rollalei

@LordOfTheOTPs I am feeling better, I even went to the Zoo Lights today! 
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LordOfTheOTPs

Oh no. I hope you feel better
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JennyBagby

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JennyBagby

@rollalei that is sad, it's always sad to hear that someone gave up.
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rollalei

@JennyBagby I just found out another wattpaion has given up, her name was @whitewolf134 rip, I know it's not a good thing to say whenever you meet someone but I have never told anyone really about my emotion - and here we are getting sappy yup. The awkward syndrome has kicked in 
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JennyBagby

@rollalei we can chat in PM
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