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guess who has been horribly sick since yesterday and is forced to stay home when she has an essay, midterm exam, debate, and project due :D
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i’m running on coffee, body pain, and 2 hours of sleep. of course i’m going to write a whole ass essay and study for science midterms
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i think i’m going to take latin next year, i mean Pompeii day sounds like a shit ton of fun
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being depressed means dying your hair >:)
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god i fucking hate my birthday
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no wait- this is so hilarious, my mom is blaming me for “teaching” my brother to avoid food, and totally not concerned for me at all in any way shape or form, just him. at least now i know i can do whatever and she won’t notice
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i was really proud of myself today for completing a presentation without voice cracks, mumbling, lack of eye contact, shifting, fidgeting, AND i had good posture. i was really happy because usually presentation go to shit but when i told my mom she just said “good.” without looking up from what she was doing and of course that caused a mental spiral of thoughts ranging from “why do you talk to anyone?” to “literally no one fucking cares about you, you’re just a pest, they’d be better off without you” and fuck me bro, i’m so damn dramatic and selfish i gotta start focusing on other people more
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@romantic-homicide wait what that's so relatable the same thing happens to me, something small and I go off on a tangent feeling like it's my fault, then I feel really attention seeking and guilty for spending time to feel sorry for myself when it wasn't even that deep... but sorry for making it about myself. what I wanted to say is, you're not alone cz I feel the same, and presentations are HARD so if ur mom doesn't acknowledge it, then I do. and maybe try to rationalise the thoughts in your head, if you're making any assumptions about yourself <3
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@romantic-homicide no bro bc presenting is so fucking hard LIKE OMG ToT for me the problem is I can never ever speak loud enough, so good for u bro hell yeah, u improved and that’s fucking amazing, you SHOULD be proud, im proud, good job and you did it w out voice cracks, mumbling, lack of eye contact, shifting fidgeting AND you had good posture?? Excuse me HELLO?? That’s amazing ToT , and I get the thing abt the thoughts Bro, ruins my whole day, but no nononono don’t listen to those thoughts, you’re incredible, and u deserve to be happy abt ur presentation, ppl care abt u for sure, and I can’t say this enough, but you’ll find the right ppl istg the ppl who make u feel the way ur feeling are not the ppl u should be worrying abt, there are some incredible ppl js like u and u will find them
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i really just want to go away
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and now she’s yelling at me because i don’t eat, and somehow making everything about her while making me feel shit about myself and not even thinking about why i don’t eat or asking me how i’m doing
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just had a fight with my mom and i realized just how fucking disgusting i am, useless fucking waste of air and money that won’t go anywhere in life, why am i even here if i’m just an inconvenience that can’t do anything and makes excuses for everything, and can’t get over their anxiety and depression?
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@romantic-homicide no its okay, to me, "cringe" isn't a valid insult for when you're just being yourself and trying your best. and it made me feel alot better too so dw about that :)