ava🧺

also ur theme is vv nice babes and ily ♥

whAt tHe hEcK i gOtTa dOo tO bE wiTh yOu 
          
          whAtthEhEckiGoTtAdO
          
          WhO DO I HAVE TO BeEEEeEe
          
          
          FoR YOU TO BE WITH ME

y’all okay small rant ish informational thing ???
          
          i do everything for a reason. or more rather, half the things i do are a reference to something. like the emojis in my name ??yeah, those r specific and they mean something. my location ?? same thing. the emoji next to the “u made me love the rain?” thats also very specific. i like dropping small hints to random things just to see if people pick them up and if they say anything. 
          
          [if u do pick the clues up then pls talk to me abt them if u want i’m lonely]
          
          i’m posting too much today, hope i’m not annoying. thanks for existing, everyone [except trump and pai fuck u]
          
          gnight !!✨⚡️☀️

y’all life update no. 24
          
          -i got a guitar which i somehow forgot to fuckin mention in the first life update even tho that’s like the biggest thing goin on rn? it’s a 60th anniversary fender stratocaster in the coolest color ever nd y’all i got it used for $250 and honestly the previous owner didn’t even use it ljke it’s in perfect condition and i looked it up and on ebay and new, they were between ljke $600 and $1200 do i’m a lucky bithc WHOOP
          
          -i spent the last hour-hour n a half ish working on my theme and i like it !!!!! finding the perfect filter for my pfp sucked bc i wanted it to match the background bc the background photo is really nice. bUT i am still not sure how much i love my bio. i’m probably gonna a leave it bc i do like a fair amount, it’s just not perfect or anything, but whatever. nothings fuckin perfect lmao
          
          -what do y’all think abt my oneshot book? [i changed the title again. now it’s: what the heck i gotta do. lit. ] i think it’s a pretty neat title, i like it. and the cover !! i reallt ljke the cover. 
          
          i lowkey [highkey] feel like i’m making everything on my acc hamilton-anthony ramos themed so i’m kinda wondering what i’m gonna do with it when i start getting into other musicals/when i leave my hamilton phase. i can always set my location as a reference [which i always do. always. ten points if u get the EMO ASS reference there rn]
          
          i don’t think i’m ever gonna find a permanent title for my oneshots. 
          
          
          also i like harry potter a lot now so i might change the title of my oneshot book or my display name to smth harry potter themed bc i’m hp TRASH okay bye lmao

so life update bc i’ve been gone for pretty much like 3 months or something idk~
          
          -still love dallon weekes. 
          -anthony ramos is also another love of mine. 
          -i love hamilton and a lot of other musicals now, but i’m still trying to find a style and a genre that i really can relate to and love.
          -still going through an identity crisis. not as much, but it’s definitely still there. 
          -anthony ramos. 
          -mentally, i think i’m doing... okay. nothing fantastic is happening, but nothing particularly bad is happening either. i’m just floating along and hoping i don’t fall into a depression hole. 
          -i still don’t like dogs [sorry]
          -the emojis in my bio are still a mess even tho i have a new theme. 
          
          THEME!! is it good ? how’s my bio? i don’t know. help. i don’t want my name to be set at “i love anthony ramos” forever but i’m using it as a placeholder because it’s true. today i watched she’s gotta have it, a netflix series ant is in, except skipped all the scenes that ant wasn’t it. i don’t know if that counts as watching. 
          
          hope this isn’t getting too long. hope i get to see hamilton it february. hope people care. 
          
          have a good christmas, everyone. if my theme changes again in the next few days, sorry. 

GUESS WHOS FUCKIN BACK YALL

i love you

hi you're a fucking great person and you deserve the whole universe.

oh and i wrote this horror fiction piece based on choke by idkhbtfm so if u want me to post that and change the names or whatever so it’s technically fanfiction then sure i will [but i’ll prolly end up posting it either way]

HI IM SORRY I HAVENT POSTED AN ACTUAL ONESHOT SINCD AUGUST IVE BEEN SO BUSY WITH SCHOOL AND I HAVE A SUPER SUPER HUGE ASS TEST TOMORROW BUT THEN I HAVE A 3 DAY WEEKEND BC OF VETERANS DAY SO ILL DO MY BEST TO GET SOEMTHINT UP THEN I LOVE U ALL