romanticpjolover

hey!  just dropping by to say thanks so much for the follow (:

Thx for vote girlieee <333

my other rant lol, I make way to many
          
          ok now I don't fucking care Abt what I said about cristians not being that bad, my parents are fucking stupid. 
          they said 'oh why is there a knife here there might be a bad spirit with you' 
          and ended up lecturing me for 10 WHOLE FRICKING MINUTES.
          I WAS IN THE DINING ROOM. 2 FEET AWAY FROM THE KITCHEN. WITH A CHOPPING BOARD IN THE SINK.
          WITH A BOWL OF FRUITS.
          DUDE WTF.
          worst part?
          I FOUND OUT WHEN MY COUSIN WAS MY AGE SHE CUT TO AND TRIED SUICIDE MULTIPLE TIMES AND DO YOU KNOW WHAT MY STUPID AS AUNT DID? 
          MADE HER PRAY.
          AND SAY SORRY TO THE LORD WHILE SHE WAS MENTALLY DYING.
          SHE WENT THROUGH CONFESSION WHILE HER PARENTS MADE HER BELIEVE THERE WAS A BAD SPIRIT IN HER!!!! 
          last time I video called her there were huge eye bags under her and she looked like she hadn't slept in ages. she probably hadn't. and that's the thing with my family that I wish I could change, instead of helping us first they think about  how it will affect our afterlife, not how it was currently affecting us now.

is it bad if I've told Wattpad things that I haven't even told my parents or closest friends? lol 
          (like how I cut and tried suicide before, no one knows out of Wattpad tho)

THE WAY I GASPED WHEN I SAW THE FORGOTTEN FIVE ON UR OBSESSED WITH BOOKS LIST!! AHHH I’VE NEVER SEEN ANYONE ELSE WHO READS TFF!! Have you read all the books? Please tell me you’ve read all the books I NEED TO RANT ABOUT THIS

y'all ever think Abt how dragon fruit would have been better named as dragon egg fruit. 
          or a cacti fruit bc of how similar the plants look....
          WHERE DID DRAGON FRUIT COME FROM
          also shout out to my friend who's bday is today!!!!! hope she joins Wattpad too! (she called it social media for books and now is way to eager to join lol)

listen to me, argue with me all you want. but not all Christians/catholicss/religious people are homophobic or racist or anything. take me as an example. I love the Lord and pray to him daily but that doesn't mean I hate LGBTQ+ or are racist.
          
           I am a full supporter of both christian catholic and pride. I love both communities and I know that the Lord made this world for peace and for us to be who we deserve to be, not for arguing and to consistently be seperated into titles and groups. 
          I want to raise awareness to how many people hate religious communities for what SOME people do, but you need to see the bigger picture. see how many supporters of pride are also religious, how not all of us hate the kids. so please stop stereotyping Religouss people to people who will hurt everyone in their sight because we won't. We care. We are human beings too. argue with me all you want, but please put into fact that I grew up in a Catholic home, go to a Catholic school and yet I know so many pride supporters and I have never been hurt. please keep in mind that I go to an all girls school and I know two people in my class only who have GIRLFRIENDS. please keep that in mind. 
          
          I love you all so much but please. please stop stereotyping us into horrible selfish people. we have feelings too. we have self doubt to. I have attempted to kill myself because of all the people who hate me for who I am too. 
          think about that. then speak up and reply to me if you disagree.

Thank you so much for reading and commenting on my book!

RAWR

IDK WHAT TO DO
          if u want romantic dramas from irl keep reading. if you dont go away
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          ok SO IGNORE IT IF I SWEAR OR SAY SMTH AND IF U HAVE SMTH AGAINST NOT BEING STRAIGHT LEAVE NOW
          
          
          
          
          Sosososo this girl (I'm not gonna name her) is in my friend group and i SWEAR everyone in my grade level knows she's hot. But she's never been asked out before by the neighbouring school (so like, I come from a girls only school and the neighbouring school is boys only) because she's really shy. BUT and i say BUT,my whole life I genuinely thought i was straight and was just waiting for the right man but NOW it KILLS me to not talk to her, but we're connected by a mutual friend so we don't talk one on one very often and it's SO ANNOYING be cuase Idk if i actually do or not BUT i think i like her  SO IDK WHAT TO DOOOOOOOO. also she has a CRUSH on a BOY so I have no chance :( 
          ok byeeeyeeeeeee
          
          
          k night yall