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HEYYY LONG TIME NO SEEEEE HYBBBBBB

okay so 2 days ago i went to a Chase Atlantic concert and omfg it was amazing like im still watching the video’s i made and i had a vip upgrade so i even got a laminated thingy and i met amazing people and they are so incredibly sweet like i was really anxious and i really didn’t feel well and i threw up before the vip concert and when Xavier Mayne was singing i felt really stuck in the crowd and when i could finally get out of the crowd i had a little breakdown and started crying the staff immediately came up to me to ask if i was okay and i told them i was okay and didn’t need help and not even 2 minutes later i threw up on myself BHAHAHAH disgusting i know but this guard who helped me the first time i threw up also helped me the second time i threw up he was so incredibly he took me outside and made sure i got a drink and everything then another girl who apparently also had autism just like me hehe had a panic attack and her bf took her outside too when we sat close to one another (she also had a vip ticket) we started talking and then when the guys finally came up we sprinted inside on the balcony and had an absolute great time hsjshs when the concert was over she orderd merch earlier and i didn’t know you needed to do that and everything was already sold out and she bought 2 t-shirts and she was like you can buy one of my t-shirt like how incredibly sweet like i will always be incredibly thankful for her doing that for me i told her she could higher the prise if she wanted and she didn’t want to hear anything about it i could buy it from her with the original price like how sweet and i really tried insisting tho*sobs* we shared numbers and after they went to the hotel they booked after a women came up to me and asked if i was doing okay and i was like yes((: and she said she saw me throw up (poor women) and wanted to be sure i was okay like gosh these people are so incredibly sweet 

Heyyyyyy i saw you in a book and love your comments

I JUST GOT A TICKET FOR CHASE ATLANTIC IM LITERALLY SCREAMING I CANNOT BELIEVE I GOT ONE HSNSHSBSJSBSBBS 4 SEPTEMBER I WILL SEE THEM JDNDHSBSNSJS

okay a little life update again((: yesterday i went to a psychiatrist and i finally got medication for the anxiety hehe and i am so incredibly happy about it because this can possibly mean that i wont have as many stupid thoughts anymore like AHHHHHH like i hope so so so that they help because that could really mean i can hopefully do a little more things like talking with others not be as exhausted and maybe even go to school or volunteer somewhere hsnsbdbdhs like i couldn’t be more happy ALSO i accidentally bought books again like they just jumped in my shopping cart and then they (those books) took money of my bank account and now i bought books idk how that happend *hides* it wasn’t me *hands up*

genuinely if i  had my drivers license and would listen to ALEYUH by Chase Atlantic while driving i would literally have car accident because -lord- do i feel that song in my soul 

ay i just realized i have 200 followers((: 
          thats so fricking cool thank you very much and have a wonderful dayy -xxx

GUYS I GOT THEM AHHHHH LITERALLY SCREAMING 

guys okay sooo a few days ago i ordered the books elora and lilah on amazon AHHHHHH (if you know those wattpad books you’re fricking awesome if you don’t you’re still fricking awesome) but i was supposed to get them yesterday but so in december i moved out of my dads house so i live with my mom on a campsite rn so know the parcels that get delivered get delivered in a room (the oh so beautiful washing room) i don’t think that person who delivered it knew that but because of that he went away WITH MY PARCEL didn’t even try to call or email me that he was here (understandable because maybe the pay isn’t the best but this company is just shitty lemme tell you that) but yea i wanted to cry because i paid amazon 2,99 extra (and i was so fricking excited) so that it could be delivered yesterday so i called amazon about if there was a possibility that i could get that 2,99 back (because hey i am dutch every cents counts you know) that guy i called with was incredibly sweet and he is gonna send that 2,99 back WHOOHOOOO but morality of the story is that if they comes today i am gonna walk up to that room and just sit there and wait because he ain’t leaving with my parcel today nuh uh imma tell you that will keep you guys updated kissies bye bye have a wonderful day huggies from meeee

HII ITS BEEN SO LOBG I HAVENT REALLY BEEN ACTIVE ON HERE SINCE I HAVENT FOUND SOME NEW BOOKS TO READ OTHER THAN ON GOING BOOKS UPDATES