roovk__

Suddenly everything feels heavy. Not like it’s new, but this time it feels deeper like I’m getting lost while just trying to survive. Living itself feels exhausting.!! ;) 
          
          My head never stays quiet. I get so many ideas for ffs, so many scenes,, so many feelings. One song and my mind is already building another story, another world. And yet  I can’t hold onto any of it.!!!!! 
          
          I see others doing so well, writing so much, growing, moving forward and I just feel stuck. Like I’m falling behind in everything without even realizing when it started....., 
          
          I want to write. I really do. But the moment I try, I lose interest, or I don’t have the time, or I just feel too drained to continue. And whatever I do write  it never feels enough. It feels small. It feels like the bare minimum. Like I’m giving nothing compared to what I should be.
          
          And that feeling just keeps getting heavier.
          
          I'm embarrassing myself!! 

jungkookie2601

@roovk__ Thank you for your understanding. You are yourself is too sweet just don't let down yourself in front of others.we are always here for you whenever you feel heavy just come and let it out. (⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠)⁠❤(⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠)⁠❤Lots of love and support 
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roovk__

@jungkookie2601  you guys are actually making me tear up atp ❤
            Thank you so much genuinely. I think I’ve been too hard on myself lately and reading messages like this feels comforting in a way I can’t explain.
            
            And you’re right, I keep comparing myself too much and forgetting that writing is supposed to feel fun too...;)Thank you for always supporting me and believing in my stories even when I start doubting them myself 
            You’re really sweet for this, seriously.....!! 
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roovk__

@c00kie_m0chiiiiiiii stoppp ☹ you literally wrote a whole comforting paragraph for me at 1am like that’s the sweetest thing ever.
            Thank you genuinely. I think I really needed to hear this from someone. Sometimes writing starts feeling scary instead of fun and your words reminded me why I loved it in the first place.
            
            And the we are with them line actually got me emotional 
            You’re so precious for this, seriously. I’ll keep your words in my heart for a long time 
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