used to think about 𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡 all the time
i'd wake up
𝒅𝒆𝒂𝒅
i'd go to lunch 
𝒅𝒆𝒂𝒅
i'd go to sleep at night 
𝘸𝘰𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳 𝘪𝘧 𝘪'𝘮 gonna 𝙙𝙞𝙚

𝑑𝑒𝑎𝑑 𝑑𝑒𝑎𝑑 gonna 𝙙𝙞𝙚

or be w͟o͟r͟m͟ food one day

until i read this book light in the mourning

now, i'm not afraid of death at all
in fact 
i can't wait to 𝙙𝙞𝙚
h͟o͟n͟e͟s͟t͟l͟y͟
𝑖 𝑐𝑎𝑛 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑖𝑡 to 𝙙𝙞𝙚
uh you know
i wake up in the morning
𝒊'𝒎 𝒅𝒊𝒔𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒅
i don't choke on my food at lunch 
𝒊'𝒎 𝒅𝒊𝒔𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒅
i make it to dinner 
𝒊'𝒎 𝒅𝒊𝒔𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒅 :)

so light in the mourning 
it truely changed my life
and 
i tell you the only way for you to know is for you to read it 
so i highly recommend light in the mourning

now if you'll excuse me i'm gonna go
𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐟𝐟𝐢𝐜✨