15 years ?! This anniversary is so different.. so sad .. so painful. We got 14 years of love , fun , happiness , we got 14 years where the 5 of them were among us , they were not together but they were here in life ... but this year ..? It has the worst anniversary ever , having 4 of them hurts when we know that the 5th one is no longer here , when we know that there's no way for him to come back , that he's gone forever... It hurts so much. There's No One Direction without Leroy , there's No One Direction without Daddy Direction , there's No One Direction without LIAM... He's a forever member of the band even if he's not here anymore , he'll forever be alive in our hearts. Still nothing can change my love for the 5 of them , still my love for them will always increase day by day, still nothing can stop my heart from beating to them it's a FOREVER kind of thing that I'll always be proud of. I'm super proud to say I'M A DIRECTIONER FOREVER.