rosaevemarie

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"why do you have to care what they say"
          	"why should you listen to them"
          	"it's your fault to listen to them"
          	
          	and you keep thinking and thinking,
          	you get emotionally unstable,and hurts creeps
          	into your souls,
          	"sorry i shouldn't have listened"
          	thats all you could state no matter how breaking it is for you inside,
          	because since you were a child you grew up to learn to those words,
          	of how they judge your life when you were still soo young and how would they look at you, stare at you and see what happens to you,because of that you learn to listen to them ,to their judgemental. and you blame yourself for listening. but deep inside do you ever think deeply how it felt to grow up with all the bullshit that you had to listen, and how hard it is trying not to listen n trying to avoid it because since you were young you grew listening from those bullshits! and now you had grown up. at certain time yes i dont really care but sometimes what struck my heart will struck my heart.
          	
          	sometimes i had to listen 
          	by rosaevemarie

rosaevemarie

this message may be offensive 
"why do you have to care what they say"
          "why should you listen to them"
          "it's your fault to listen to them"
          
          and you keep thinking and thinking,
          you get emotionally unstable,and hurts creeps
          into your souls,
          "sorry i shouldn't have listened"
          thats all you could state no matter how breaking it is for you inside,
          because since you were a child you grew up to learn to those words,
          of how they judge your life when you were still soo young and how would they look at you, stare at you and see what happens to you,because of that you learn to listen to them ,to their judgemental. and you blame yourself for listening. but deep inside do you ever think deeply how it felt to grow up with all the bullshit that you had to listen, and how hard it is trying not to listen n trying to avoid it because since you were young you grew listening from those bullshits! and now you had grown up. at certain time yes i dont really care but sometimes what struck my heart will struck my heart.
          
          sometimes i had to listen 
          by rosaevemarie