Alex Mayes

ALEX WHY RE YOU READING THE INFAMOUS FICS IM SCREAMING

MY SHIRT SMELLS LIKE TATER TOTS HOLY FUCK

have you ever felt like complete shit and the only person who could make it better was the person who made you reel like that in the first place?

it's 7 minutes till one in the morning and I have to get up at 7:30 in the morning to go to school and what am I doing?  eating a sandwich YOLO

STAY CLEAN FOR ZAYN 
          
          Listen, as some one who's cut so deep they almost hit a vain and was hospitalized, I know why people cut.  as someone who stayed up all night and cried with their best friend because of what happened with one direction, I understand why people are upset and they have every right to be, but this whole " #cut4zayn" needs to stop.  I mean what's wrong with you people?  do you understand that you are physically harming yourselves because someone wants to live a normal life?  there have been over 2000 suicides in the past 24 hours and it makes me sick that people are actually encouraging it!  self harm is a serious problem and everyone who's doing this is disrespecting the people who actually have this problem and glorifying it further than it already is.  cutting is not a the new thing.  it's not the new fashion and it doesn't make you seem cool if your doing it.  it's a serious mental illness and if your doing the cut4zayn, you're either stupid or looking for attention.  what if it was your best friend who didn't show up to school or your sibling who never came home?  what if one day you have kids?  what will you tell them when they ask about your scars?  at least I can tell my kids that I was in a really bad time in my life and I was lost for five years and didn't know there was another way to feel better.  what are you gonna tell them?  "Oh I just dragged a blade across my skin because this guy left this band to lower his stress levels for HIS HEALTH and so he can live a normal life"  WHAT A GREAT FUCKING EXAMPLE.  and if you haven't heard, zayn has agreed to stay in the band to finish the fifth album because a bunch of the "fans" are killing themselves and he wants them to stop.  so congratulations.  zayn is risking himself and his health for you guys.  I hope everyone whose promoting cut4zayn is happy with all the lives lost.  THIS NEEDS TO STOP

I like the picture of the mousish thing

Hai I'm awesome lol jk no I'm not haha but you are wait wtf is wrong with me??? ALEX AM I DRUNK?

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