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❝ to be human is to be filled with emotions. let yourself free. allow yourself this necessity. instead of pushing the anger away or cowering from the envy, accept it as a part of your being. instead of telling yourself this is not who you are, give room to the negative emotions and let them pass by in a tide. we're a mix of good and bad both and sometimes, it takes experience to know. there's balance in everything. day and night. sun and rain. sky and ground. highs and lows. rise and fall. submit yourself to nature's dispense and watch yourself grow. ❞

❝ one thing i have learnt this year is to live and live in the moment. life is tough, life is overwhelming and life is a struggle. a struggle to hold on. a constant battle of choosing between what it is and what it should be. this year, you found yourself in situations you never could've possibly imagined yourself to be in. you looked for yourself in everywhere you went and everyone you met. you thrived, you survived, you tried - even if barely. for the year, days, life to come, live. live in the moment. stay. breathe. it gets better. ❞

i realised too late that being alone when im at my lowest isn’t good for me- my health, inward & outward. now im in this darkness without light, in between thick walls searching for something that’s never here in the first place. 
          
          for all the hearts i’ve shattered, and souls that have been awaiting, condolences and apologies seems to be never enough. but distance seems to be the best solution. 
          
          hence here i am writing this -perhaps for the last time- to ease the hearts of those who were worried or not, that i am doing as fine as i can be. 

❝ it's just really scary how unpredictable people are. at one moment, they make you feel as if you're finally home and get you all comfortable and attached to them and the next they could be so brutally distant and harsh to you. that isn't everyone though. life has its own ways to teach us a lesson that is letting go of what doesn't want to stay. believe me what wants to stay will find a reason to, despite all odds. who wants to genuinely be with you will never abandon you. someone who doesn't wanna stay won't care how deeply you love them. it's a tough lesson to learn. i hope you let go knowing that the better is yet to come. stay strong. ❞

❝ there will be some things you won't get over. some things that will sting you so hard they will set you back to where you started and you will hurt and hurt and hurt. but you will also rise from it. you will learn from the past. you will adapt and survive no matter how hard it gets. you will shape your own reality and accept how you should never settle for anything less than you deserve. ❞

Hello. I'm Ashleigh Wilkes, the author of KARMA. Do check out my new cheating story.
          
          Thank you for taking the time to read this.
          
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          ꒰  the fact that you are trying  ꒱
                             ꒰  is a proof that you are strong  ꒱
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❝ When we're in pain, people are too quick to say, 'get over it', 'move on', 'its not that bad'. But we don't get over grief by denying it. We have to feel it. We have to give it it's due. We have to dive down to the very depths of our sorrow, relive every terrible moment and endure the torture of asking what could have been and what will now be. We have to bleed out before our hearts can start beating again. ❞
                       
                       - Claudia Gray, A Million Words With You
          
          
          
          PS, I won't be online much this month because of finals. Remember to take care and give yourself the care you deserve. Drink loads of water, eat healthy and make yourself proud. I'll be back soon. Much love❤️

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❝ You are free to be who you were created to be. The world will do it's best to define you, telling you who to be, how to act and what to think - remember, every fiber of your being was designed with purpose. The way you think, communicate ideas and express yourself - it is a unique and electric combination that no one else has. Too often, we misconstrue the evolution of life. We buy into the idea that we must 'become' someone to be great but greatness is already in us. It's the core of who we are. We've to work to uncover the greatness already within us by stripping off labels and removing pressure to blend in so that we show up in the world as the purest version of ourselves - completely untainted. ❞