Jenna

Hey therrrrrre it’s been awhile
          It’s okay to acknowledge your flaws, but also see your strengths. Reply publicly with five things you like about yourself and send this to ten other people 
          (Non-negotiable, positivity is cool)
          I got it from @just_to_be_here

ALLLLLRIGHTY THEN
          okay... hehe, I don’t think I’m gonna be continuing Walls now....
          *holds hands up* Don’t shoot!
          (wow... what even is this account?)
          I’m working on a trilogy instead. One I’m really excited for, and have most of it all planned out. I feel like Walls just needs to be let go, I’m really sorry for those ~two people~ who read it, but I think it’s time to let it DIE and ROT.
          So... yeah, please don’t stalk me down and kill me for my broken promises and inactivity on this account... that’d be less than pleasant 
          
          But... maybe look forward to a new “book” in a few... months???
          
          -Jenna
          (Wow, this account is slowly becoming one where I just post random crap and ramble a lot instead of actually focusing on the WRITING.... oops?
          I don’t apologize)

So... I’m rewriting Walls...
          Starting today.
          The first chapter should be up... whenever I get it finished, I guess? 
          So, if you read it, please be patient with me! And thank you so much for reading and voting! I hope you like it! 
          (Don’t worry, the plot and characters will be the same for the majority!)
          
          ~Jenna
          
          (Gosh, I wrote 28,000 words in Walls... and now I’m starting back at square one. HeLp Me PlEaSe)

Merry Christmas Everyone!
          I hope your day is full of joy and cheer, and happy times with your family and friends! 
          
          (And if you don’t celebrate Christmas, then Merry 25th of December!)

The truth hurts sometimes.
          It can break you down, and you just stand helplessly as the person you are crumbles down to nothingness, what remains forced to choke on the dust of the past.
          And I ask myself, “am I glad I know the truth? Or would I have rather been kept in the dark and went on with my life?”
          Because sometimes the truth tears apart people who seemed so close.
          And it leaves people questioning what to do, where to go, who to be.
          And sometimes, it’s okay not to know. We all figure it out in the end.
          But it’s just so hard to move on, to think about what comes next, after receiving such hurtful truth.
          And that’s being completely honest.

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=tDv1nrwkdxg
          
          Happy Birthday Tyler! I know there is no possible way you’d see this, but I just want to say that I hoped today was amazing! You deserve it! You have done so much for so many people, through your lyrics and sarcastic comments and jokes, it REALLY helps me, and bunches of others, feel better. Honestly, without you and your music (especially Kitchen Sink) I probably would have completely given up on writing, and I don’t know what I would’ve done. Thank you for inspiring me, and a lot of others, to keep working, creating, and living. Happy Birthday!
          
          -Jenna

Also, Happy Thanksgiving!
          And Happy Birthday to my wonderful mother!
          I’m late posting both these messages but oh well. 

Any of y’all just have those days when you just feel so.... down? Like all you want to do is just stay cooped up in your room, with your headphones on and just blocking out the freaking world. You just want to lay down and stare up at the ceiling, focusing on nothing but your music. And you aren’t even capable of having thoughts, your mind just goes completely blank. Am I the only one who feels like that?

I’ve decided to take a break from writing Walls. I don’t know where I’m going with the story, and admittedly, the plot is all over the place. 
          Instead, I’m working on a new story idea that I’m pretty excited about. It’s a trilogy, and I already have it planned out, along with the prologue written! I won’t start uploading it to Wattpad until after I have the first couple chapters written/ have a title and a book cover! So please be patient! I’m not disappearing from Wattpad, I’m just taking a (long?) break from updating, and such.
          -Jenna 

I’m sorry to those who do read my book, but I’m not updating Walls this week.
          I have chapter 13 all written, but I’m really unhappy with how it is. I think I’m going to spend the next week researching and rewriting the chapter, then uploading it on Friday.
          Sorry,
          -Jenna