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So tomorrow will start my Bertutur exam and I was nerves as hell because after Bertutur I have around four day or a week of holiday and after the holiday the real exam would come it's the paper test. That paper test was like maybe one week or half week, and I'm not studying for that so I feel upset with myself and think nothing will change bout my life. I need more motivation as hell, huh... after the paper test exam I will have one month of holiday and nothing special because my parent would come to school and take the report card. Last year my grandmother was very angry because I fail two subjects it's obviously math and geography, I'm afraid I'll fail this time too.
When this year come, in the early month like June, it's was my first exam in this year and guess what? I fail so many subjects it's was Math, Sains, English, Pi, Business, History, I think that all maybe. And I pass like only two subject, also I didn't tell my parent about that and didn't give my report card to my perent so they won't mad at me. Well I hate for being stupid in my family. The worse is...my parent would come to school and take my fucking report card...(T-T).