As you gulp the liver toxic liquid down your throat I just look at you with an unreadable expression as you use that alcoholic beverage as your pain killer whilst i wait for just a text to ease it a bit.
Nevertheless I guess i am supposed to wait? I let you use me like a toy, break it, smash it, crush it, must mostly love it?
But do you realise the value of this toy? You treat this toy like an emotional punching bag. Do you realise that the cotton of this punching bag is slowly getting torn apart? It's getting fragile, torn apart, old.
But the question is..
Would you replace it toy tomorrow with a new one?
Would you someday feel sorry for the damage you caused to the toy?
Would you touch the toy, stitch it's cloth and add fresh cotton to it, and make it brand new? Make it heal?
Would you hold onto it with love? Or would you punch on it again?