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...ive been gone from wattpad so long it doesn't feel real anymore lmao: 
          anyway, i guess here's my apology for not updating and finishing a few books.
          
          i started this acc trying to write something of my own, and that turned into fanfiction when i became an nctzen. i really thought i'd always love and support the group, but i think all nctzens know how hard it's been through the years. hiatuses, problematic actions, lack of any action from SM, members leaving, it just doesn't feel the same anymore. 
          
          I've tried to write and continue the stories, but I'll never be a moody teenager with words flowing out of me ever again. I feel like a burnt out gifted kid, to be honest. I really wish I could finish the books I left undone, but it feels impossible for now. And it's also became an even bigger burden because of the pressure I have on myself to make it as good as I intended-? so things are just *really* not working. 
          
          i'm really sorry to everyone who's hoped for me to continue the books I left unfinished,  but I hope you guys have fun imagining your own endings. However, I don't want to put down writing. Ever since I've had writer's block for god knows how many years, it feels like a part of myself is locked away, which is- not nice. I genuinely considered deleting all my books, but I couldn't in the end.
          
          so i guess this is goodbye? I'll try to keep writing, I really will. maybe oneday i'll be back on this platform, or another, and you won't know it's me? i won't give up, and i want to thank everyone's who's read, liked, and enjoyed any little bits of my writing.

Currently 8 chapters into the experiment… 
          
          I’m trying to figure out the ebook situation to see if I can actually publish my book 
          
          But I’ll find a way to get it out for free as well :-) 

Ello there, surprise surprise, I’m back after what, a 2-3 year hiatus? 
          
          I’ll be making a few updates to this account, and also editing some of my old works (since I reread some and I cringed really badly, thanks for still sticking with me and my works even though what I wrote was- highly questionable. 
          
          I spent the past few years figuring out what I found passion in doing, and now I’m finally back to this account :> 
          
          So… new book in a few months! It’ll be an original titled “The Experiment”!! 
          
          I hope y’all enjoy it, and if you want more updates that are easier to keep up with, I’m on Instagram!! If you wanna meet one of the old “popular nct writers” even though my works were pretty *badly written*, feel free to hmu and dm me there to get to know me better!! 
          
          IG: kr_mockingjay 
          
          PS: there’s a clear update about “The Experiment’s” plot on my newest Instagram post, go check it out if you’re curious for a face reveal of a writer that’s been gone for *years*  

When will you update Fuckboy xiaocas again?

i updated COT AHA

its been so long since an aesthetic update from me and I JUST DID IT SO THAT MEANS I AM ACTUALLY BACK WHEEEE WELCOME BACK TO BUBA AND HER CHAOTIC UPDATES (writers really do need to be broken inside to write well /j) SO WHEE HERE WE GO LETS SEE ME SPEEDRUN CROWN OF THORNS

I SWEAR IM BACK TODAY, UPDATING TWO CHAPS, WHICH BOOKS SHOULD I UPDATE 

yall i took a long hiatus and came back to see 969 notifs-

old username @Mxlkysway
          old username @lunipixie 
          new username @-LXSTVTOMIE-
          
          I just want u to remember me lol 

good news and bad news-
          
          first, yall- im finally continuing to write crown of thorns, lets hope i finish it before 2021~ 
          second piece of good news, i kinda wanna change my theme. suggestions?
          
          the bad news.
          so yey ive reported so many 'trolls' or should i say 'haters' on my books who attack other readers for their opinions, and istg this is their last warning. if they dont stop, im going to put their usernames out and do everything i can to report them and stop them from hating others on the wattpad community