I just wanted to say, that your poems have helped me more than I thought could be helped. I have been struggling with depression and other problems, I know that you probably won't read this. But, you are an angle sent from Heaven. You changed my life for the better, I didn't even think I would survive the year 2019, but I read your poems, and they helped me stay afloat. Sometimes, they make me sad, because of the words you write make me think of my expierences. But, a lot of your poetry makes me warm and it makes me feel alive. I am super indebted to you, thank you so much for making me feel like I am something more, when you didn't even know I existed. I wrote a poem, about the past year. And I'd love you to read it :D
When the ball dropped
And called the world to celebration
Iridescent colors surrounded me
Ranging and raging in forms of red and blues
Like unpoppable bubbles
But then they popped,
And my heart seemed to drop
But this was no auspicious time to sigh or to cry
My heart dropped and I have to resolve
And figure out my crying, aching soul
I had no faith, had no thought that I would have survived
The year of the pig
The year of 2019
I wreathed in anguish a taste filling my half-smiling mouth
Survived.
I have survived a year, of pain and sorrow
And I grinned, oh how I grinned
I did not feel any more pain, just a twinge of sadness
So, I renewed my vows, to the man in the sky
That I will survive again, next year.
You should seriously publish your poetry. I would buy those books in a heart beat.
Love Lili :D
