Okay this is gonna seem so stupid and yeah I never stick to my own words but heyyyy I'm technically not posting so I just beat the system-
Anyways idk why but I feel like crying YET not-
Like my minds telling me to sob yet my body is just holding it in-
I don't wanna cry over some idiot yet I do-
And yes I'm legit arguing with myself in my head for being and idiot and believing everyone who came in my life would stay forever only to leave within a month
Now I'm not even gonna cry again cuz I'm so used to this YETTTT I feel like shit-
I don't even understand myself at this point-
Okay this is gonna seem so stupid and yeah I never stick to my own words but heyyyy I'm technically not posting so I just beat the system-
Anyways idk why but I feel like crying YET not-
Like my minds telling me to sob yet my body is just holding it in-
I don't wanna cry over some idiot yet I do-
And yes I'm legit arguing with myself in my head for being and idiot and believing everyone who came in my life would stay forever only to leave within a month
Now I'm not even gonna cry again cuz I'm so used to this YETTTT I feel like shit-
I don't even understand myself at this point-
I'm taking a break from writing and all
I'm not quite sure if you really care but yeah cuz of everything that happened lately I really need a break or else mah writing will just seem depressing and weird and I don't want that
I hope you'll understand and I'll see you soon
(Again not quite sure if you care so-)