I dont know if you guys care, but today, I've reached my 20th day of being clean.
I know its not that long, but it still feels like a huge achievement, because there have been times when I've had the urge, but I've resisted it. I've been close to breaking my streak, but I still held it.
Another factor that makes me so happy about the 20 days, is that on around the tenth, there was the day on which I had previously decided to commit suicide.
To make it past that day, completely amazes me, as it had been in my thoughts for so long.
So a message I'd like to send out to anyone fighting there urges at the moment, please try to stay strong. Even if it's only for an extra day, please try.
I love you all so much.
xxRosieandboomer