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i literally turn 26 in less than a month… wtf i’m so old ew???? pushing 30… HAHAHAHAH 

back to my OG user… missed her sm (‘: 

guys… i’m working on my shane fic… oops…??? won’t spoil too much BUT they’re not rivals… no no no… they’re teammates (; hehehehe 
          
          and i ate with the casting too lord who i picked to play emerson alongside hudson…yeah ovaries are exploding… (; 

okay… so i think i fixed the problem. i took out the actual years of how long i had brooke and noah being together so i can basically just add her whenever i want. plus i feel like it makes more sense in the long run to have their relationship process quicker than i originally had planned. so yeah (: 
          
          this means more time to evole ilya and noah!!!! <3 

i keep pushing the chapter back entirely which introduces her into the story too… it was supposed to be chapter ten but i literally don’t want to stop focusing on noah and ilya… so i keep putting it on the back burner which is fucking up the entire timeline i had planned… love that for me!!! ugh i literally want to scream!!!! 

i’m driving myself insane bc i fell so deeply in love with noah and ilya that i want to erase brooke from the story even though she has a literal purpose to be there and is a focal point for the entire plot of the story… i just don’t want to take away from noah and ilya… UGH I’M SO INDECISIVE FML :/

i stayed up all night last night… insomnia is a bitch… & i fell asleep at 6:30 and woke up at 8:30 and immediately went into work - love that for me (: anyways, i have some sort of an idea for chapter eight && some of it written already!! hoping to buckle down and write as much as possible!! 

3k reads and almost 200 votes… WHAT???? ily guys so so so so so much. this means a lot to me, thank you <33

CHAPTER SEVEN IS OUT NOW!!
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/1598526997?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_writing&wp_page=create_story_details&wp_uname=rottedbites

also laughing at scott hunter clocking their shit… hehehe (;