i’m putting the book on hold. i wrote the christmas shot, as well as a couple of the other ones. i’m not satisfied with them. i apologize for the requests a couple of you made. i know it sucks when you request something and it never gets published, and i was putting off pausing the book because i felt guilty. but i’ve fallen out of this fandom at the moment and i’m not happy with my writing due to personal reasons. i also can’t write in the middle of the night like i was doing earlier because losing sleep wouldn’t be great for my health. i may update that book occasionally or not at all. i might publish old chapters, i might not. i might start a new book for a different fandom. i haven’t decided yet. anyway, i hope you’re all having a nice [time of day]. big hugs to all of you