rowan_yourboat

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GUYS I GOT ADMITTED INTO NEW YORK FUCKING UNIVERSITY OH MY GOD OH MY GOD YOU MEAN THE FUCKING NYU???? NEW YORK CITY????? IM GOING TO COLLEGE BABYYYYYYY

riptide2406

@rowan_yourboat i have! i hope you have been too :))
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rowan_yourboat

@riptide2406 ah thank you!!!
          	  hope you've been doing well lately :)
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riptide2406

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OMG CONGRATS
          	  sorry i opened this app after eons but THATS SO FUCKING COOL CONGRATS 
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rowan_yourboat

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GUYS I GOT ADMITTED INTO NEW YORK FUCKING UNIVERSITY OH MY GOD OH MY GOD YOU MEAN THE FUCKING NYU???? NEW YORK CITY????? IM GOING TO COLLEGE BABYYYYYYY

riptide2406

@rowan_yourboat i have! i hope you have been too :))
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rowan_yourboat

@riptide2406 ah thank you!!!
            hope you've been doing well lately :)
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riptide2406

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OMG CONGRATS
            sorry i opened this app after eons but THATS SO FUCKING COOL CONGRATS 
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rowan_yourboat

stranger things during exam season is so funny i cranked out like 7k words of byler in one sitting

rowan_yourboat

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just know that i fucking hate the duffers & the ending of this bullshit show. it's so horrible, vile, & logically inconsistent that it's hard to even know where to start. boycotting the duffers ALL their projects can fuck off tbh. 
            
            will's queerness being used as a plot device in s4, him being mike's relationship therapist & confidant till the very fucking end while there being NOTHING to show this care goes both ways. will byers comes out to a room of 20 people (tf?) and sobs uncontrollably, and when he and mike talk it's just. will saying "i had to do this myself" and mike agrees and mike goes "friends? no, thanks" as a joke because for some reason he can't be fucking vulnerable with his best friend for once. reducing a 3-season love arc to a hallway crush & not even giving the dignity of a ONE ON ONE CONVERSATION or you know... the fucking painting. and mike suddenly stops touching him after he comes out? gang WHAT. their relationship was fundamentally queer (whether they ended up as a couple or not) & by refusing to ever answer byler questions on interviews they deliberately queerbaited. fuck them. 
            
            and let's not even get started on jane/el. they specifically made sure EVERY relationship el had was taken away or spoiled this season (hop suddenly projecting his dead daughter & not trusting el again DESPITE THEM ALREADY HAVING DONE THAT ARC; elmax reunion nonexistent??; nothing with her and the rest of the party; mike and her being so fucking incompatible it's LAUGHABLE; kali you were done so dirty why do they hate poc women). ambiguous ending sucks bc she would not want to be alone. she wants a family. i can never rewatch this show knowing how her story ends. 
            
            a show meant for outcasts has the girl who is abused and used as an experiment her whole life kill herself. and the queer boy who was abused & kidnapped has his struggles minimised & doesnt get the ONE thing he wants.  
            
            "fuck conformity" while they have the most conforming-ass ending in TV history.
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rowan_yourboat

ok BUT. stranger things s5. (spoiler alert lmao)
          
          the end of the 4th episode had me crying tbh oh my god. just. will's arc was SO sdahesfdhoid finally coming to TERMS with it!! & i have robin's monologue pretty much memorised bc ALL OF IT is so!!! when she says there was always this part of myself that scared me & i thought if tammy loved me all of me i'd stop being so scared and when she says but it was about ME and she says it to will bc it's about WILL and it's about him finally not being so damn scared of himself!!! ! and then that TAPE played it was so beautiful and just... one of the BEST scenes in st5 so far to me. anyway the whole thing was so sweet and nice and will is so relatable to me although none of our experiences mirror each other lmao and also he auraFARMED like that was hot

rowan_yourboat

anyway i hope that him & mike just get a Scene. and whatever happens mike is like you're my best friend bc they ARE no matter what and mike loves him too!! maybe not love in the way will wants but it's still LOVE u know. and i hope they get to have a really long and emotional and intense hug that's really all i want this season
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rowan_yourboat

FOUR DAYS TILL I SUBMIT ALL MY COLLEGE APPLICATIONS WISH ME LUCK GUYS

rowan_yourboat

THEYRE DONE THEYRE DONE THEYRE DONE OH MY GOD it was really anticlimactic im not gonna lie i submitted a lot of them like two hours past the deadline but the portal was open so if it works it works??? anyway uh yeah. lowk felt nothing but that's life for you ain't it
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rowan_yourboat

I HAVE LIKE ONE DAY AND I JUST STARTED MY ESSAYS LMFAO
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rowan_yourboat

@thedambluecookie 's birthday today btw my baby is finally SEVENTEEN??? they grow up so fast man </3

rowan_yourboat

there is literally no point in posting this here in the sense that we dont even use this platform to talk anymore BUT this is how we met so this its like a complimentary thing i have to do every year <3 (I MET THIS POOKIE WHEN WE WERE BOTH 11 BTW OMG???)
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rowan_yourboat

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im fucking LOSING IT I ACCIDENTALLY DRANK A SIP OF FERMENTED GREEN TEA??? BRO I DIDNT KNOW THAT COULD HAPPEN WHY WAS IT BUBBLING AND WHY DID I NOT NOTICE BEFORE DRINKING THAT SHIT?? WHAT THE FUCK LMFAO

rowan_yourboat

@artcmisfowl twas a core memory <3 (derogatory)
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rowan_yourboat

bday today :) 17!!

artcmisfowl

@rowan_yourboat havent logged in to wp in so long  </3
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artcmisfowl

@rowan_yourboat OMG HAPPY BIRTHDAY IM SO LATE
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