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@rowan_yourboat congrats you're free!

"finish my..." I MEANT *finishing WHOOPS. its ok conjugation is for losers anuway

also the fanfiction dump after this is going to be insane i have so many 70%-done drafts (also cdf chapter thats 90% done... it's lying around somewhere) AND the original writing thing is also going to be insane aw man im excited to get back into the proper committed not-bc-im-procrastinating type of writing
            
            also just u guys wait till i finally get that byler horror fic outline fully done I HAVE SO MANY PIECES DONE im kindof excited for that. just incredibly struggling w/ plot planning but i Will do this one for sure

I ENDED IN A B LETS FUCKING GOOOOOO

(we ignore that im still a minor give that like literallyyy 5 months. x)

@artcmisfowl LMAOOO 
            i did that too on my econ exam yesterday HAHA like "this is such bullshit" and kept writing lmfao

@rowan_yourboat HAHA THATS SO REAL OF YOU I WAS GIGGLING AND WRITING BULLSHIT ON MY ECON PRELIM

well technically it wasn't blank bc i wrote a poem on one of the frqs. but that's for the babe who grades it <3
            
            ANYWAY it's so fun to waste time also??? like im so sorry but i kindof genuinely enjoy not studying and instead just wasting time and writing gothic horror fanfiction. like ill lock in when i get into college again but this is AMAZING

@artcmisfowl ty! :)

@rowan_yourboat holy shit thats amazing

@rowan_yourboat i have! i hope you have been too :))

just know that i fucking hate the duffers & the ending of this bullshit show. it's so horrible, vile, & logically inconsistent that it's hard to even know where to start. boycotting the duffers ALL their projects can fuck off tbh. 
            
            will's queerness being used as a plot device in s4, him being mike's relationship therapist & confidant till the very fucking end while there being NOTHING to show this care goes both ways. will byers comes out to a room of 20 people (tf?) and sobs uncontrollably, and when he and mike talk it's just. will saying "i had to do this myself" and mike agrees and mike goes "friends? no, thanks" as a joke because for some reason he can't be fucking vulnerable with his best friend for once. reducing a 3-season love arc to a hallway crush & not even giving the dignity of a ONE ON ONE CONVERSATION or you know... the fucking painting. and mike suddenly stops touching him after he comes out? gang WHAT. their relationship was fundamentally queer (whether they ended up as a couple or not) & by refusing to ever answer byler questions on interviews they deliberately queerbaited. fuck them. 
            
            and let's not even get started on jane/el. they specifically made sure EVERY relationship el had was taken away or spoiled this season (hop suddenly projecting his dead daughter & not trusting el again DESPITE THEM ALREADY HAVING DONE THAT ARC; elmax reunion nonexistent??; nothing with her and the rest of the party; mike and her being so fucking incompatible it's LAUGHABLE; kali you were done so dirty why do they hate poc women). ambiguous ending sucks bc she would not want to be alone. she wants a family. i can never rewatch this show knowing how her story ends. 
            
            a show meant for outcasts has the girl who is abused and used as an experiment her whole life kill herself. and the queer boy who was abused & kidnapped has his struggles minimised & doesnt get the ONE thing he wants.  
            
            "fuck conformity" while they have the most conforming-ass ending in TV history.

anyway i hope that him & mike just get a Scene. and whatever happens mike is like you're my best friend bc they ARE no matter what and mike loves him too!! maybe not love in the way will wants but it's still LOVE u know. and i hope they get to have a really long and emotional and intense hug that's really all i want this season