Roy 💫

i hate and love the way i think.
          
          
          
          sigh.

im scared of the future and if i’ll be successful and if i’ll be happy but then i think about it and realize that my “future” isn’t even guaranteed. 
          
          
          
          what i mean is, and i know it’s dark but, who’s to say i won’t die tomorrow in some accident? or tonight in my sleep?
          
          
          
          nothing is impossible like being successful and happy and that’s 100% true but that also includes the terrible things that could happen to you and change everything about your life in an instant.
          
          
          
          And that‘s scary as fuck.

things can change in an instant. it’s honestly terrifying.

okay hold up when tf did money heist get 900+ reads??? its been so long since ive been on here eye-

I want to write as a career or something along those lines with art but finding a job in either of those areas seems so impossible to me that I don’t even feel like trying aka these are the thoughts I have at 3am

Still hungry y’all someone feed me 

im hungry