okay i understand im sorry :') how long would you need to work there? i could visit when i feel independent enough to travel alone :') this will still work baby no matter what, i do want you to come here as soon as possible but if you have to work with your parents for a bit i won’t leave, i will come to visit you will be old enough for us to do that freely :') i will come see you i promise when i have the money and feel confident enough to travel by myself :') i love you so much quill this will work it will, im sorry for being pushy i just get anxiety when you don’t tell me things and it makes me wanna know more :') i love you and im sorry that im like this :') i just wish you could come here i am upset but i am NEVER leaving you quill i can promise you that :') i do want to get married before 25 though if possible :') before you are i mean not me :') i just wanna be married and here while we’re still in our twenties i don’t want us to still be ldr at 30 :'(( but it is all in the future we don’t have to worry about this now okay? :') im going out with my friends now i love you so much quill everything is okay good luck today hughughughugggg