rubicerose

He's live!!

rubicerose

"Leap and the net will appear" 
          
          Isn't it human tendency to just wait,
          
          "I am waiting for the right time."
          
          "Just waiting for the right person"
          
          "I think I should wait for the right thing to happen" 
          
          And many more; it's like we are foolishly waiting for the future to unfold. 
          
          When in reality we should be focusing on the present, living in the present, taking lessons and blessings from the present. 
          
          That's what the saying above is about; take your chance. 
          
          Another December is knocking on your door. Another year is on the verge of ending. Another chapter of your life is about to write its ending para. 
          
          But have you truly prepared yourself for the new guest? Have you truly prepared yourself to bid a grateful adieu? Have you truly written your own chapter? 
          
          Or it's just another waiting game?  And if it, then let's end it here. Let's hold the reins of our life in our own hands. Let's write our chapter on our own. 
          
          It's fine if you don't know the "how" of this process. Just take a first step. 
          
          Which means, choose yourself, choose your dreams, choose your values, choose your worth, choose your self respect, choose the real you. 
          
          When you begin choosing what your heart absolutely desires, what directions your mind can show you; you will realise what a blessing being accountable for our own life is. 
          
          And before you think; "What if I mess it up?" "What if they are right?" "What if I was just meant to follow their footsteps?" "What if I am not capable of being myself?" "What if world despise the real me?" And lots more... 
          
          Now, how about about I give you another set of choices? 
          
          "What if I get it right?" "What if I am right?" "What if I can walk on my own?" "What if I am capable of many beautiful things?" "What is world needs someone like me?" 
          
          What if world awaits your unique personality? 
          
          I wish December treats you gently

rubicerose

Hey, love. 
          
          It was my exam today! Not the main one I am preparing for, just something to give in as a preparatory.  
          
          I will be done with my exams by 20th, so my dear readers please wait patiently coz this exam is very important for me. 
          
          If I got any insight then I would really post the next part of "His eyes tell" But no promises.  
          
          Wish me luck, cause luck matters alot too.
          
          
          Ps: A really cute and sweet guy was sitting beside me during the exam and we talked alot and at last we got separated coz he had to pick up his belonging and due to crowd I was pushed to the front and then it was crazy I didn't meet him again. The sad part? Didn't even ask his name, not even got to say him goodbye. So abrupt. He was really sweet :( I just know his roll number :D, so unless he tops I guess it was just a chance but good encounter.  
          
          
          And trust me I don't really praise boys. But he had this calming and soothing aura. 
          
          
          I am really really heartbroken- like not even a goodbye? God! 
          
          Why didn't I ask his nameㅜㅜ . 
          
          Why didn't I wait at that point-

rubicerose

Do you want an update of "His eyes tell" or Epilogue of  "My fairy tale Romance"?
          
          
          Ps : I was routineles since last week, finally got my wandering mind to get a hold on itself. 
          
          I booked my exam in mid dec....
          
          
          If by any chance I couldn't score  the absolute best in my practice exam-     :<  I WILL APPLY WITH THE FINAL RESULT ANYWAYS!