rudelifestyle

Oh and please feel free to react to this post with some psycho- education, because I’m really interested what the effect are for the brain to reed fictions like this at a very young age. Sexual fictions. 
          	
          	And also what will it bring us as adults to read it?

rudelifestyle

Oh and please feel free to react to this post with some psycho- education, because I’m really interested what the effect are for the brain to reed fictions like this at a very young age. Sexual fictions. 
          
          And also what will it bring us as adults to read it?

rudelifestyle

He guys,
          
          I felt a big nostalgia to my teen years and wattpad was one of the factors. But little did I know that so many people loved to read my fictions and that a lot of people messaged me.
          
          I was so young, between 14-17 and probably depressed. Wattpad was a form of escapism, not only reading the stories, but also writing them. Stories where I was the main person, someone who is wanted, but also stories that were problematic for the main character, a hard life, harder than my own at that time of my life. And I have the feeling what I was not the only one. 
          
          Around 10 years a later (currently 25), a grown ass woman living on her own. Studying psychology and going thru the phases of being in her twenties in the Nederlands as an immigrant (migrated when I was 1 with my mom), I can tell life got so much better.
          
          It makes my sad that when I removed all the books, because I felt the pressure of my own perfectionism that I also was afraid to lose a community and friends. That I even said that I had none. I feel sorry for the little teen that I was and I’m so happy and proud of myself that I I’m living the life she dreamed of. 
          
          I hope you guys also did or like my are in the proces of doing it all.
          
          Feel free to react with your own story.
          
          Wattpad family, I love you guys so much. 

ZAaali

Thanks for follow dear and hope you enjoy "Billionaire As My Escort ".
          It can read as a standalone novel.
          But it is book two to "Mafia King As My Escort ".
          Hope you enjoy my work and please give me feedback about story and characters .

rudelifestyle

Hi, weird people that enjoyed my stories. 
          
          I removed all of my books ( like some of you saw, and messaged me like I didn't know), because they weren't really good and I knew that I would never update them again. I don't have time to write books, I'm in my final year. And will study skin therapist, and that will be 7 years of studying for me. And be real, after a long day of school, and studying, I don't really want to use my brain. Oh and I life in Holland, and speak Dari at home and Dutch outside. My English was and is still I don't even know why I started, my ego was probably big at 15.
          
          Sorry people who enjoyed my books, I will share the books I love and those are 100009 times better than mine. 
          If you would love to have contact with my, because I don't have any friends. This is my snapchat: ssadafxx 
          Tumblr: Persianandpassionated
          
          :) bye. 

ZAaali

@rudelifestyle there are so many peoplr asking for your updates.You could write two chapters in six months but keep it going.i feel so bad thay you give up. But i hope it turns really well foe you. 
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O1iviaa

Hello? Can you please answer my question.....which is, did u give up on writing 'My Two Husbands' 
          
          Im just trying to find out ur status. I knoq ur still active on the app, but there hasnt been any writing. 
          
          By reading what others have posted, it looks like there are other ppl out here that also wonder the same thing.
          
          It would be greatly appreciated if u will respond, please.
          Thank u