ˡᵒˢⁱⁿᵍ ∂σɠร.

/  what if,, i said…  on ember  &  @/everknown- 

**  yk!!

she’s MY lesbian jesus i fear!

*      rip  allison  hargreeves  but  i  would  NOT  fumble  this  hard.

WHEN  YOU  GO,  @notafrcid- :
            
            i  knew  it.   this  one  just  isn't  my  color. . .  i  think.    {  with  a  thin  pull  of  her  lips  marcita  spins  back  to  face  the  mirror,   tugging  the  fabric  with  a  thoughtful  look.   she's  not  like  lila  in  the  world  of  fashion;  black  clothes  that  are  easy  to  move  in  tends  to  make  up  most  of  her  closet  space.   even  her  choice  pick  on  the  chair  next  to  her  is  a  new,  daring  poke  of  her  head  from  the  shadows.  }    i've  never  been  a  fan  of  orange.    not  even  when  lila  decided  to  dye  her  hair  that  obnoxious  neon   :/   

WHEN  YOU  GO,  @notafrcid- :
            
            ah.   believable.   you  see  me  believing  you  right  now?    {  it  may  as  well  be  a  bold  faced  lie  that  matches  kris'  on  the  nose,   the  expression  marcita  wears  that  of  suspended  belief  in  whatever  lies  have  become  common  for  the  sisters  to  tell  themselves  and  others.   }    come  on,   kris.   it's  us  here,   and ,,  lils  already  told  me  what  happened.   i don't  expect  you  to  be  okay.   that'd  be  stupid.

*   !!

**  everywhere,,  but spam on kris!!

@ruinedself- 
            
            //; !!

WHEN  YOU  GO,   @notafrcid- :
            
            yeah.    {  marcita  is  answering  before  she's  absorbed  kris'  request  in  full.   she  doesn't  know  what  it  is;  years  with  lila,   years  longing  to  be  a  sister  or  longing  to  be  a  friend  to  kris,   years  needing  to  be  held  herself.   hugs  were  things  marcita  never  sought  out  from  the  authority  figures  of  her  youth,   finding  comfort  in  curling  up  next  to  her  practical  twin  or  holding  herself  to  go  to  sleep.   she  can't  remember  the  last  time  she  had  it  elsewhere,   and  that  means  kris  has  found  it  nowhere.   perhaps  it's  this  information  that  makes  her  act  so  immediately,   arms  settling  around  her  sister  and  pulling  her  close.  }    of  course  i  can.    ( .. )    do  you  wanna  talk  about  it ?  

WHEN  YOU  GO,   @notafrcid- :
            
            he  has  bug  eyes.    ( .. )    the  way  they  look  at  you  when  you  pick  up  a  rock.    that  or  a  cat,   with  the  way  he's  always  staring  at  you  from  across  the  room  :]

WHEN  YOU  GO,   @notafrcid- :
            
            i  made  sure  they  were.    {  the  emotion  behind  her  sister's  eyes  is  nearly  unbearable.   she  wishes  she'd  done  this  sooner,   that  she  had  the  strength  to  let  go  of  these  memories  that  aren't  really  hers  to  keep  hold  of,   but  it's  proven  impossible  all  the  way  to  this  moment.   even  now  one  photograph  still  sits  in  her  bedside  table,   the  face  of  her  little  (big?)  sister  unmarred  by  time  and  pain  for  one  blissful  moment.   }    a  few  years  after  mom  sent  you  away,   i  snuck  into  the  medical  files  and  took  everything  i  could  find.    ( .. )    i  wasn't  letting  her  erase  you,   kris.

WHEN  YOU  GO,   @notafrcid- :
            
            you  called.    {  without  any  show  of  hesitation  marcita  steps  forward,   dropping  her  bag  to  the  ground  with  a  dull  thud.  }    i  decided  it  was  high  time  to  take  on  another  job,   figured  out  i  prefer  taking  them  on  with  my  sisters.    
            
            *    so  sorry ,,  i  immediately  thought  of  a  s4  reunion !!