ˡᵒˢⁱⁿᵍ ∂σɠร.

*    she  &&  allison  have  crawled  inside  my  head.    so  hiii  :3 

WHEN  YOU  GO,  @notafrcid- :
            
            that  is  the  worst  excuse  i  have  ever  heard.    {  there's  no  shred  of  empathy  in  marcita's  tone  as  she  shrugs  her  leather  jacket  from  her  shoulders,  already  gritting  her  teeth  against  the  new  york  chill  as  she  drapes  it  around  kris'  shoulders.  }    and  i  spent  twenty  straight  years  around  lila.   leather  jackets  look  good  with  everything,   kris.   trust  me.

WHEN  YOU  GO,  @notafrcid- :
            
            i. . .    {  don't  know.   how  pathetic  is  that ?   marcita  doesn't  know  what  she  can  do  to  keep  her  heart  from  breaking  the  longer  she  spends  alone,   doesn't  know  what  she  can  do  to  make  the  world  feel  like  it  has  a  place  for  her.   lila,   kris,   even  sylas—  they've  been  able  to  adjust.   breathe,   even.   marcita  lives  as  a  frozen  statue.   nothing  more,   nothing  less.   with  a  roll  of  her  lips  she  strains  back  a  wince,   unable  to  resist  the  pull  their  niece's  name  incites.  }    i  want  to  come.   if  i  can  find  a  gift  for  gracie,   i  will.    ( .. )    but  you  know  how  i  am  with  parties.    how  i  am  with  (them).   it isn't..  (not)  gonna  be  awkward.    

/  what if,, i said…  on ember  &  @/everknown- 

**  yk!!

she’s MY lesbian jesus i fear!

*      rip  allison  hargreeves  but  i  would  NOT  fumble  this  hard.

WHEN  YOU  GO,  @notafrcid- :
            
            i  knew  it.   this  one  just  isn't  my  color. . .  i  think.    {  with  a  thin  pull  of  her  lips  marcita  spins  back  to  face  the  mirror,   tugging  the  fabric  with  a  thoughtful  look.   she's  not  like  lila  in  the  world  of  fashion;  black  clothes  that  are  easy  to  move  in  tends  to  make  up  most  of  her  closet  space.   even  her  choice  pick  on  the  chair  next  to  her  is  a  new,  daring  poke  of  her  head  from  the  shadows.  }    i've  never  been  a  fan  of  orange.    not  even  when  lila  decided  to  dye  her  hair  that  obnoxious  neon   :/   

WHEN  YOU  GO,  @notafrcid- :
            
            ah.   believable.   you  see  me  believing  you  right  now?    {  it  may  as  well  be  a  bold  faced  lie  that  matches  kris'  on  the  nose,   the  expression  marcita  wears  that  of  suspended  belief  in  whatever  lies  have  become  common  for  the  sisters  to  tell  themselves  and  others.   }    come  on,   kris.   it's  us  here,   and ,,  lils  already  told  me  what  happened.   i don't  expect  you  to  be  okay.   that'd  be  stupid.