downstairsneighbor
i literally be forgetting you and soda are
the same person like old soda can u
believe we got married in the future???
rvspberryte4
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to anyone who may or may not see this, hi! this is my new acct :)
ok so the only reason i had to make a new one is cuz i ended up somehow forgetting the password for this one and decided ‘fuck it’ and lowk forgot this app existed for like almost a year and then the feminine urge to make roleplays was triggered again so i got back on and yk had to make the new acct so i did that and ive been chilling but THEN i came across my old acct (this one) and i was like HOLY SHIT some of my ideas were FIRE
so anyways the published works on rvspberryte4 are currently being transferred to my new acct :D
i have no clue if anyone’s gonna notice them or remember them but yk its the thought that counts
OK THX BYE
rvspberryte4
i understand that i haven’t been very active lately, and i’m so so sorry. there’s been a lot of stuff happening lately that has just been so draining that i don’t even have the energy to open the app most of the time. it all feels a little daunting.
one of the main bright sides is that the guy i’m literally obsessed with is like my life raft right now. he’s so nice and affectionate even though he doesn’t have to be. he’s giving me a reason to want to keep going. it’s insane bro. i just never thought this would?? happen to me??? LMAO
anyways, sorry for the mini dump. just wanted to apologize to everyone for the inactive-ness </3
rvspberryte4
so uh
i have an absolutely MASSIVE crush on this guy, right? i was crying and we were texting & i kind of sort of mentioned in a discreet way that i was bawling my eyeballs out & this man literally coaxed me into venting to him. AT MIDNIGHT. so i vent, and he like comforts me (which i am NOT used to so i was freaking out & texting my bsf like HOLY HELL WHAT DO I DO) & says that if i ever need to talk to js tell him & he’ll b there for me. he then tried to distract me by making jokes, which was soo obvious but so adorable??? and then i mentioned in an offhand sort of way that i was still sobbing my eyes out & he’s all “ur still crying?” COMPLETELY IGNORES THE REST OF THE MESSAGE JS MAKES SURE IM OKAY AND I CANNOT DO THIS IM NOT USED TO AFFECTION SEND HELP IMMEDIATELY
(do not actually send help.)
LilBluMermaid
@rvspberryte4 Oh my gosh, I love this! Not the fact of you being sad, of course, that's not good. But, honestly it's going to feel completely strange at first when you're not used to receiving that kind of affection generally. However it will get easier the more you encounter it. Truthfully, he sounds like a genuinely good guy who seems to care about you wholeheartedly. Though, I know it can definitely be nerve-wracking when talking to a crush, let alone venting. But I'm over the moon that he made you feel comfortable enough to vent. Not only that, but he encouraged you to come to him if you ever need to talk in the future. Men like this are absolutely amazing, and are pure human beings that were raised right. Sending good vibes your way lovie! Just know that you are worthy of that kind of affection, because you deserve it. Everyone deserves to have people they feel comfortable and secure enough with to just talk to about not only the good stuff, but the bad stuff. And although we don't know each other that well, my pms are always open if you need to talk or vent about anything!♥️
rvspberryte4
@l0v3t0hat3y0u they really are. ESPECIALLY when they’re nice abt it and actually listen same actually- like i’ve never experienced that type of affection lol (LMAO thanks <3)
l0v3t0hat3y0u
@rvspberryte4 the midnight vent sessions with crushes really are such a vibe. Glad you experienced one (not glad you were crying tho lmao)
rvspberryte4
sometimes ‘babygirl’ is a 102 year old fictional vampire who jokes about his deep trauma as a coping mechanism and drinks blood out of those little pouches (the ones doctors use when you donate blood) with a straw like a child with a juice box.
i’m never shutting up about him. he’s my most glorious creation
rvspberryte4
the feminine urge to give my beloved vamp boy burn scars from silver
i js love giving my ocs trauma AHAHAHA
rvspberryte4
the way that i wonder what kind of kvnks my ocs would have is insane.
especially since i already know all of their turn ons/offs PLUS kvnks i just don’t include that in forms because hardly anyone even cares abt that stuff & it’s not exactly meant for minors’ eyes
but whatever
also if anyone wants me to add that info hmu LMAO. also it would be optional ofc. u don’t have to include any of that unless u want to
LilBluMermaid
@rvspberryte4 Sameeee! Right, every oc is different and it's not for everyone else to like, it's a kink for a reason.
rvspberryte4
@-LovableFire- RIGHT like i’ve seen people say stuff like “oh ew that’s weird wtf” meanwhile i’m js like “eh it’s oc building” loll
rvspberryte4
i cant accurately depict how much of a slvt cas really is
some silly (yet hot) little taiwanese vampire boy who’s never actually been in love in all 102 years he’s been on this godforsaken planet who will 100% screw around just for kicks and say ‘no strings attached’ even tho he will be the one to attach ALL of the strings bc he gets attached easily and would never admit it bc he’s tough dude #1 when he actually isn’t he just acts like it because strength makes up for height ig
he’s just a whvre idk
rvspberryte4
@downstairsneighbor ahh, alright. it’s all good haha. stuff like font & all that is totally up to u (ofc). ur form actually looks so good tho like damn i strive to be that organized LMAO but yeah dw abt it, it’s looking great so far! & if u need more time or anything like that feel free to ask :)
downstairsneighbor
@rvspberryte4 I'm just taking longer than I should because I decided to be stupid and use times new roman instead of helvetica font (what u used) & add the fancies and stuff. Life regrets for realz.
rvspberryte4
@downstairsneighbor REAL. but i think they’re going to fit SO well together. mainly bc i absolutely adore vinnie but also bc they’re js gonna click :thumbs up:
rvspberryte4
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so basically someone needs to yell at me to get my shit done bc i have so many unfinished forms & i still have to finish BOTH of my roleplays………
average rila things
*sob*
rvspberryte4
the temporary roleplay page for ‘the facility’ has been published!
there are a /lot/ of locations, but it’s literally a huge ass building so bare with me