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Hello everyone, just wanted to announce that I will release one more chapter for part one of TSW. I'm currently on part two as well as other chapters for TDR and Illusion. (Being sick in bed has its advantages sometimes lol) Anyways, expect an upload later tonight!

Can you update transformers prime 

Hello. I have visited your account before, when it used to be called Rainystarrynight and I am surprised to see that it now has a new name and only one story in the works.
          
          If it is okay to ask, what happened to your old stories, the ones you used to have on your account before they all vanished? I apologize if you are not comfortable answering this question. I am simply curious as to why this happened.

The Storm Within is out now :))

You are a brilliant writer and don't let people who knowingly try to do this to you. And if there's a chance that the person has no idea that they're doing it, just be up front about it. Don't shrink away the possibility of a fight. It's healthy for a relationship in a way. If things don't get told about it and just let it simmer and be smacked back at you in the face, then it's ultimately going to turn out like the cyberbully incident of mine. If they can't forgive you or at least just talk it out with you, then they're not a good friend. So thank you for helping me realize this. 
          
          And I'm sorry for taking up your time for reading this when you're trying to move on from it. I just wanted to let you know that you're an awesome person for telling your story and then unknowingly help me move on and admit my mistakes even if I didn't know I was making them. So thank you. 
          
          I can't wait to see what you have in store for your stories. Both they and you are awesome. 

Ultimately she never messaged or called me back. The last I had heard from her from anything, was that she replied to a reader and anonymously called me toxic and had ruined the fanfiction genre for her. At that point, I blocked her on all accounts. Or as many as I could figure out. In a way, I was naive in the whole fanfiction thing. But now have a better understanding in what I should do in situations like that. I have no idea what she's doing now or if she's ok. In my heart of hearts, I hope she's ok and has moved on from all this drama and that she's made up with her family.
          
          I now have good friends who I respect and they respect me as a whole and I've been trying to be supportive in their lives as much as I can. And for the most part am happy with my life. And seeing your side of the story has me both shocked and disgusted with myself when I realized that I was doing that unknowingly to her. I now have many fanfictions that I share with my friends and am respectful for them. Your side of the story made me realize this, and I could not be anymore thankful for you to help me realize this. So thank you. I wish I can apologize to her and ask her how she was. But ultimately I think it's best that she work this out on her own. 
          
          

          
          I tried to reach out to this one fan group site that she invited me to a while back and asked if she was ok and to ask her to text me back. Unknowingly, this was my mistake. Because apparently she had told all these random people how awful I was, instead of just confronting me and working things out, behind my back and then had the majority of them cyberbully me calling me names and whatnot. I cried and asked or pleaded in this case, if she could just talk to me. But no, ultimately she took their side and said that she never wanted to talk to me. A fight ensued with me begging and being made fun of. She didn't give me much room to talk. I just wanted to make sure she was alright at home to begin with. I honestly didn't know this was going to turn out the way it did. 
          
          Thinking back, I was most likely not helping in the fanfiction and just self inserting my OC in. And also remembering that she did tell me that I was taking over a few times. But like an idiot I was, I forgot and got carried away with ideas on the story. I at the time was at a low point in my life. I had lost my house to a fire, and then my mother to cancer. Everything was literal Hell. So when I read fanfiction for the first time, and made a friend through mutual interest, I was happy. And sometimes I don't think halfway through situations and I will admit that's my fault. I tried to apologize to her that day. But it might as well have fallen on deaf ears. Her "personalities" took over and said she didn't want to talk to me and sided with everyone harassing me. Even after the confrontation was over with. Still, I said that if she wanted to talk or something if she felt she was unsafe, I would be open to talk to. I was also made fun of for that. I don't know if I called her any names out of anger or sadness. I probably did. Idk. 
          
          

Hey there! Sorry about what happened to your ex-friends. Truth be told, I was also like Mandy in a way. I was new to the whole fanfiction thing at the time and thought my friend had let me be from editor to coauthor willingly. But in reality I think she was just being "submissive". I didn't know at the time and often forgot that I was accidentally taking over her stories a few times. I often asked her if she had any ideas and sometimes she did. It was my fault that I forgot that. And for that, I share the blame for our fallout. But it was also hers as well. She began to change in weird ways. From her awful situation at her home to her personality changes from her to a they. And no, it wasn't because she was trans but that she had different "people" inside her. Personalities? Idk. I tried to support her in whatever way I could. But ultimately she began to ignore my texts and calls and then I was unknowingly blocked on Discord.