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@rxlicias Can I suggest something? I miss Pen's friendship with Lady Dambury... If there's anyone who can identify red flags in Pen's pregnancy, it's her, because Agatha Dambury was Simon's mother's best friend, and witnessed the death of this woman who knew she was worth nothing to the Duke of Hastings other than a birthing mother.
          	   Maybe Pen can try one more time to talk and clarify everything with Colin and he refuses to listen to her, claiming that she needs to rest for the baby's sake. The feeling of abandonment would cause a new bout of cramps and bleeding (without actually miscarrying), but leaving Pen unconscious and very weak. Violet is called and, since she is with Lady Dambury, they both go to Colin's house. Agatha, who already imagines that Pen is LW, soon suspects that Colin and Pen are unwell because of this secret. Pen wakes up and Lady Dambury asks to speak to her (but Colin and Violet listen it in secret). Pen tells her everything that is tormenting her and that she is sure that Colin only cares about the baby... she says that she will do everything possible to endure the pregnancy until the end to give him the kid that he wants, so that she can rest in peace, having thus paid for her sins and freed him to marry someone he truly loves, who is truly worthy of being courted and who he can truly see as a woman. Agatha reassures her and after she falls asleep she leaves the room and sees Colin crying in regret. She warns him that he will lose Penelope if he does not change immediately, because she sees in Penelope the same thing she saw in Simon's mother. It is a suggestion for our prince to leave his frog habits behind. Kisses!

@rxlicias Hi! This is Sakura! How are you? About your fanfiction “Heart at Risk”: Penelope’s suffering and confusion are completely valid and touching. I think Penelope believes that Colin hates her and is only tolerating her because of the baby.
          	   I believe that these feelings will only be alleviated when Colin finally allows Penelope to explain the motivations behind LW’s posts about Marina, Eloise and Colin himself and that he clarifies that his anger is due to her omission and not because he still loves Marina, because he was entrapped, or something else that Pen may be imagining. She was always neglected in the Featherington house, Eloise rarely listened to her and Colin himself never saw her properly and only started to see her as a woman a few weeks before declaring himself to her… No one can blame Penelope for believing that she is only being seen as the belly carrying the heir. 
          	  Furthermore, we viewers of the TV Show know that Colin only put aside chivalry and property because he loves Penelope so deeply (even without knowing it) that he easily lost his temper when it came to her... but Pen herself may think (wrongly due to her hormones and her past) that he only kissed her out of pity, that he proposed to her right after the declaration in the carriage because it compromised her, and that he didn't think she was worthy of courtship or of waiting until marriage to get intimate with her, unlike Marina (we know he didn't really love the witch, but in Pen's mind Colin's rush to marry after taking liberties with her, the lack of courtship and the accusation of entrapment , in addition to the fact that he easily forgives Marina’s lies, while Pen herself doesn't have a glimpse of forgiveness, may indeed make Penelope insecure about Colin's feelings).