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Saw that you read my little story endgame. Hope you liked being part of the mess, thanks xx

i want to write new books omgg

"Hey lovely readers! I am writing a new FF, Shubman Gill—if you're into emotional twists, relatable characters, and a story straight from the heart, give it a read. Your support means everything  Do check it out and let me know what you think!"
          
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          https://www.wattpad.com/story/397208150?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=the_stellarflower

it’s strange, isn’t it? how just a glimpse a candid photo, a quick video, two people standing in the same frame can stitch back together a piece of hope you’d quietly buried away. for so long i’d convinced myself to let the idea of them go, to stop reading too much into passing moments. but then, there they were  side by side under a thousand lights, looking like they belonged there together. and suddenly my heart, which had learned to stay quiet, cracked open in the softest, happiest way. maybe it’s foolish, maybe the world will say we’re imagining things, but for now, i’m letting myself feel it that wild, reckless hope that maybe, just maybe, shubsara is still real.
          
          i get it. it’s so hard, isn’t it? when your heart decides to love an idea, two people together, the way they look next to each other, the stories you spin in your head, and suddenly it feels bigger than you. people will say it’s just gossip, it’s fake, look at the proofs, move on, but how do you tell your heart to unsee something it wants to believe in
          
          you don’t really have to stop liking them, but you can remind yourself that their real lives aren’t yours to control. it’s okay to smile at the idea, to feel warm when you see them near each other, but try not to hold it so tight that it hurts when reality doesn’t match the dream. you can love the idea and still let them be human, messy, private, maybe something else entirely
          
          so feel the rush, let your heart bloom for a moment, but don’t let it break you if it’s not true. it’s not wrong to wish for something soft and beautiful. it just means you care

how can we go back to being friends? if ykyk

sometimes i think the cruelest thing people do is leave without telling you what you did wrong so you sit there picking apart every version of yourself wondering which one made them stop loving you i stayed i stayed through their bad days i stayed when they didn’t have the words i stayed when they needed someone at 2 am when they needed silence when they needed laughter i stayed like it was my only job and now they’re gone and i’m here with all this love rotting in my chest no explanation no fight no slammed door just silence i check my phone like an idiot waiting for a sorry or a lie or even blame i’d take the blame if it meant i’d at least know what monster they think i am i replay our calls our jokes our photos every detail looking for a crack that maybe i missed maybe i talked too much maybe i cared too loud maybe i loved them so good it made me disposable i sit with five people around me and still feel like the only one in the room without a name no one sees how my chest feels like an empty house no lights on no one knocking i want to scream tell me what i did wrong so i can hate myself properly instead of guessing but they won’t they never do because it’s easier to ghost than to explain it’s easier to blame my softness in their head than face the fact that i gave them all the things they didn’t know how to keep and now i’m here alone with all this loyalty like an idiot medal pinned to a ghost no one claps for i didn’t leave i didn’t lie i didn’t drift i just stayed and staying is the loneliest thing i’ve ever done

Your bio is so real T_T

and yeah there you go! three missed calls from home just got published! do check it out
          

i know i haven’t updated any of my ongoing works but the inner voice in me is telling me to publish a new shubman x sara book. should i? or do yall want me to complete the ongoing ones first?

world is finally healing. as a rcbian thanks for doing this to our veere, boys. words won't be enough to express my emotions. stuff of dreams but this time dreams did become true. only love to my team <3