@rxsie-
Hey I’ve just released my first poetry book, the first 10 parts, I would love if you could check it out please but don’t worry if it’s not for you. Xx
https://www.wattpad.com/story/372098268?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details&wp_uname=wxldflowerrr
HEY POOKIE BEARS!!!!!
Its been a while but wanted to LET YOU GUYS KNOW IM IN RECOVERY FOR MY EATING DISORDERR!!!!
I've made sm progress and don't get me wrong its HARDDD but I've never been so proud of myself!!
also I made my varsity volleyball team and im actually freaking the fuck out cus I HAVENT FELT SO AMAZING IN SO LONG!!!!!!!!!!!
also just wanted to let you know u look rly cute today
im gonna b more active
also I've been on my period for LITERALLY 2 weeks like BRUH can Mother Nature stfu like ik im not preggo babes.
anyways BYEEE
-rosie !!!
@rxsie-rxsalie- i know we haven’t talked in a whole YEAR (like wth) but im so insanely proud of you and you should be so proud of yourself i hope your recovery goes amazingly ❤️ and CONGRATS on making varsity (idek what that means but it sound great) sorry to hear ab your period though hope it ends soon !!
ALSO RHIS IS BROOK JUST HAD A PEN NAME CHANGE
THEME
tw: ed
LOVING MY NEW THEMME
anyways guys im back and yep thats abt it.
Anyways life update (im gonna go on a huge rant, pls don't hate me)::
So volleyball has been good. I've been a setter for as long as i can remember but my coach wants me as a Libero (i've got great defense and im 5'2"), and she decided to give my position to another girl on my team. (her name is Ally)
Don't get me wrong, i loveee my teammates (even the ones who steel my position XO) but Ally is NOT GOOD AT ALL, but the coached LOVE her because she just has the THAT GIRL personality. Literally makes me wanna cry.. and i love Ally so much but it pisses me the fuck off and i kinda wish she didn't get on the team...IK ITS SO MEAN BUT IDEC ANYMORE XDXD
enough about that !
anyways I went to the doctor cus my weight has been dropping and apparently if i don't gain weight in the next week and a half im gonna have to go to a hospital....we love that </3
also according to the doctor (in her words): "If you continue not eating during your dEvElOpMeNt years, and your pErIoD does not return soon, u could possibly become infertile and have severe organ damage, sO yOu nEed tO gEt yOuR dUcKs iN oRdEr."
I was like 'what the fawk?'
But now my mom is having a mental breakdown and she's CONSTANTLY feeding me...which is super sweet, but i've had 3 panic attacks BC OF FOOD in the past 48 hrs.
Honestly wattpad's a safe place for me, and i wanna be back <33
LOVE U GUYS
xoxo,
rosie
@WouldveCouldve heyy i just saw this and wanted to lyk ur strong and beautiful and eating disorders can do fvck off cus they r just liars trying to break down ur confidence and self esteem <3 im doing a lot better and am in recovery!!! YESSS TWIN LIBBYYY
@rxsie-rxsalie- I know this is an old post but just wanted to say I've been through the ED stuff and it sucks and I wish with everything in me that I had never gone through that and I'm so sorry that you have to go down that road, I'm praying for you and hope you are doing better <3
hey y'all
how are u guys?
@-stxrstorm- hey abby! imysmmm! how are u doing?
hey bae! it’s been a while
{TW: ED}
having to choose between ur sport and ur eating disorder hits different.....
if u get it, u get it-
ilysm rosie you're amazing and worth it and don't let anyone tell you otherwise
